word processing program

let's just pretend that we are aiming higher and it's all for the better.

let's just stare at the mistake and wait till it break,

don't you now?

Me, I am the past and you are the present and She is the future.

I Thought You Knew How To Be Scared

I really love Sarah Dessen's books because her words are alway so true and totally quotable. The way she narrates a character, unbelieveably cool.


Recently, she did a contest. To enter, you must take a picture that reminds you of any scene in any of her book. Here are two of the images that I think is really really really amazing :



This is from The Truth About Forever



This is from Just Listen

This Envelope Will Represent My Heart

my favourite song since 2007 :)

I need to learn to play this on piano.

For Tonight You're Only Here to Know

I guess saying that I'm lazy is an understatement. I just don't have enough self will to go through all the things that I'm supposed to. I just love to laze around. I also always procastinate. Hell, I'm a world class procastinator. That said, you won't be surprised at how many homeworks I have delayed till the end. I frustrates myself sometimes. I want to bang my head on the wall for being so lazy. I do not know what to do. I'm just extremely lazy. What the eff? I mean, since I know my problem shouldn't I be finding ways to change it? TO over turn the problem? Oh I suck. I also almost always never finish what I start. Exhibit A : My Book Blog. I have tons of books to review but yet when I have all the time in the world, I do nothing. I suck. Gosh. I know that. I really do. I need to change, I know that too.


The thing is, I need someone who will scream at me. Who will force me to do all this. Who won't give up till I change. I need someone who will do that for me and who I love too much to hate despite the fact that said someone would be forcing me to do stuffs I hate to do. Where can I sign up to find that someone? Oh and if you're thinking I want this someone for romantic reasons you couldn't be more wrong. I just want someone 24/7 to tell me what to do. To make me want to be a better person.


Shit. I am totally not making sense here. I do not know why I just wrote that. I think it's prolly because I'm bored and everyone is offline meaning I can't annoy the crap out of them. Heh. I need to sleep. Or watch tv.

Anything.
I need to get away from the computer.
I need to be better.

Bye bye. Sleep tight. Okay, I suck.

HOLD ME TIGHT OR YOU'LL BE DEAD

I NEED BOOOOOOOOOOOOKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Ahh. I feel like emailing Steph Su right now and just randomly give her the titles so that she'll mail it straight away and I'll get it faster but I know Ill regret it I need to carefully pick out the titles. Allllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

I am not sure if I'm dealing with a serious case of insomnia or if I'm just forcing myself to stay awake. How do you figure that out? Ahaha. Internet sucks. It keeps me awake. I've just watched How To Deal on Youtube because I'm too damn impatient. I didn't watched the whole movie though because I have this weird feeling that says I'm going to regret watching it on Youtube.

I'll be the happiest person in the world if I get Boys Next Door today. Seriously. I want to live in NY just so I can go to the BEA. Berapa ribu arcs dapat dekat situ. Tupid-say. Tupid-say. Abi-bay. Abi-bay. And I hate hate everyone who has read Catching Fire. Shit lah. Its out on September. No fair wey. I love Gale. I love Katniss. I hate you guys.

Okay I talk crap. Bye. I need to get ready because its 8 am and I haven't showered plus I'm pretty sure I have panda eyes right now. But that's not really a big deal. Pandas are cute, right?

Peace out, yo.