Is this How It's going To Be? Nothing but 100 Lies?

I know how tagging functions but this survey is really interesting and I'll tag myself it it matters.


001. Real name -- Lindsay Marie Ulliel nee Garner
002. Nickname(s) -- Atiqah, Tiqa
003. Zodiac sign -- Gemini
004. Male or female -- Hermaphrodite
005. Elementary School -- homeschooled.
006. Primary School -- -
007. High School -- Tree Hill Highschool
008. Hair color -- Mustard Yellow with Jelly Green highlights
009. Long or short -- Pixie cut


010. Loud or Quiet -- Quiet.
011. Sweats or Jeans -- Micro mini skirt
012. Phone or Camera -- Videocam.
013. Health freak -- I drink Celery and Carrot Smoothie everyday accompanied with 15 types of vitamins
014. Drink or Smoke -- I smoke Cigar.
015. Do you have a crush on someone -- Yeah, Robert Pattinson.
016. Eat or Drink - Drink Booze
017. Piercings -- Teeth, Upper lip, Eyebrow, Nazel.
018. Tattoos -- A moon on my moon.

HAVE YOU EVER?

019. Been in an airplane? -- No, I prefer cruises.
020. Been in a relationship? -- Yes. Every 5 day
021. Been in a car accident ? -- Where do you think I get my 13 cm scar on my face from?
022. Been in a fist fight ? -- Hello? The Machine Hand?

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing -- Boobs
024. First best friend -- Mischa Barton
025. First award – Miss World '57
026. First crush -- Brad Pitt
028. First big vacation -- Paris

LASTS:

029. Last person you talked to -- Jason Trawick
030. Last person you texted -- Paris Hilton
031. Last person you watched a DVD with -- Ryan Seacrest
032. Last food you ate -- Pork.
033. Last movie you watched alone -- Transformer 3
034. Last song you listened to -- Bach's The French Suites
035. Last thing you bought -- Chanel's Miami Vice heels
036. Last person you hugged -- Aerin Lauder

FAVES:

037. Food -- The Ivy's Lamb Steak
038. Drinks -- Carlsberg
039. Clothing -- Emilio Pucci's
040. Flower -- Everlasting
041. Books -- How To Wear High Heels by J.J Leganeur
042. Colors -- Ivory
043. Movies -- Charlie Chaplin's Cruel, Cruel Love!
044. Subjects -- Psychology.

In 2008, I..

045. [x] kissed someone
046. [x ] celebrated Halloween
047. [ ] had your heart broken
048. [ ] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone
049. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
050. [x] came out of the closet
051. [x] gotten pregnant
052. [x] had an abortion
053. [ ] done something you've regretted
054. [ ] broke a promise
055. [x] hide a secret
056. [ ] pretended to be happy
057. [ ] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
059. [x] left the country
060. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [ ] cried over the silliest thing
062. [x] ran a mile
063. [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [x] hated someone
066. [] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:

067. Eating --
068. Drinking -- Nada
069. I'm about to -- Spend my whole life as a cat lady.
070. Listening to -- Stupid Bitches
071. Plans for today -- Natalia and Karolina's joined brithday party! Love you Angels!
072. Waiting for -- my 2.2 Sniper Rifle
073. Want kids -- Haha Are you kidding me?
074. Want to get married -- I was married to Noah Wyle, I'm on my 2nd marriage now.
075. Careers in mind -- Socialite. Wait, I already am one.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A GUY/GIRL?

076. Lips or eyes -- Money
077. Shorter or taller -- Rich
078. Romantic or spontaneous -- makes about 50k a year.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms -- Nice wallet.
080. Sensitive or loud -- Generous.
081. Hook-up or relationship -- Marry me now!
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant -- About to die in 5 months.

HAVE YOU EVER:

083. Lost glasses/contacts -- Sorry I have 20/20 vision
084. Snuck out of your house -- Duh
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense -- Nope. Just for fun
086. Killed somebody -- Yes, duh.
087. Broken someone's heart -- Every second
088. Been arrested -- Every month.
089. Cried when someone died -- No.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Yourself -- No. I prefer magic.
091. Miracles -- No. I love money.
092. Love at first sight -- No. Love at last sight, yeah
093. Heaven -- Perghhh. Been there.
094. Santa Claus -- I met him once.
095. Sex on the first date -- Ill wait till the second date since I'm already married then HAHAHHA
096. Kiss on the first date -- SHHHH! I am not THAT fast!

TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now -- No, asshole.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life -- Careful, you're stepping on my heart.
099. Do you believe in God ? Are you there, god? It's her, Margaret.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 12 people

I tag ; Coco Rocha, Alexa Chung, Tasha Poly, Michela Quatrociocche, Emile Hirsch, J.K Rowling, Christopher Paolini, Sofia Coppola, Charlotte Ronson, Elle Fanning, Josh Hutcherson, Freddy Highmore.

Just Because You Are Young And In Love

Young people are in a condition like permanent intoxication, because youth is sweet and they are growing.

--Aristotle

I am Sorry Dear Blogger,

for loyalty has never been my specialty. Because I fell completely head over heels with the whole Wordpress layout. I am sorry for having an urge to create an account there. There is no explanation I could come out with. I am at fault, guilty as charge.


I however, will continue fight this thing, that's making me betray you. I will in every effort I possibly have, try to hold back this nonsensical lust for you were always there with me. Even in the darkest hour, you stayed.

Although sometimes I feel like tracing you back into the smallest hole where I could, gruesomely commit first degree murder, I held back.

Doesn't this indicate how much I love you?

I Don't Do Love Songs, I Rock Because I Roll Hard.

ceh, sebab dah lama tak update nak balas dendam post banyak banyak?

Eh, mana ada kawan.

I'm just being generous, so get down on your knees and beg for forgiveness -- not that you'll get it. Heh, perioddddddd.




Talk to me, I'm torn
I could get lost in a voice like yours
Tell me if I'm wrong or right
Tell me I could stay tonight

'Cause no one knows you like I do
They don't see you like I do, baby
They'll try to, but if only they knew
They'll never come close to you

And you brighten up the world with your eyes
And you're so damn lovely when you're on my mind
'Cause you're the only one



Everyone needs a rocket to the moon :)

I Judge A Book By Its Cover, But I'm Not Naive

Isn't the cover cute? Haha (macam kena paksa je)




This book is filled with witty comments, or so the reviews says so.

Is This The Rise From The Dead?

It's not that I don't go online, or I don't bother updating, I've just decided to go for a silent retreat( as fatin would say).

I am too busy wikipedia-ing my way to useless interesting informations that I couldn't careless about my blog. After all, everythings so overrated.


I've finally understand Dr. Ross/ Nurse Carol's relationship and I have yet another 9 season left before I can figure out Dr. Kovach/ Nurse Abby's. I'm fine with that. Its a challenge I'm willing to take.

Dr. John Carter is the best :)

I'm sorry Gaspard, but he's irresistible. Why don't you act as a doctor? You'll put McDreamy's name to shame.


Elle Fanning (younger sister of Dakota) was in Babel as Cate Blanchett and Brad Pitt's daughter and she's in The Curious Case of Benjamin Button starring as Cate Blanchett's character younger version, Brad Pitt's love interest in the movie.


Sofia Vassilieva -- doesn't sound familiar? Try Eloise of Eloise at the Plaza -- will be starring alongside Abigail Breslin in the movie My Sister's Keeper, an adaptation from the novel of the same name by Jodi Picoult.

Ok, that's it. I want to have my own ARC (advance reading copies) too! Fork and spoon.

Oh god. I'm blabbing myself away.


So yeah. I got ta go as in I am not in ta mud of blogging.

Them, the extraordinaires

On account of being honest, I'll no longer live in denial. Well, at least for now. Ok. For this post.

I am not a good friend. Seriously. Maybe I'm too paranoid but I strongly believe that no one would ever want a friend like me. I run away when all is well. I think its my way of making sure that I won't be too caught up with the euphoria or maybe deep down, I just love being distant. The whole concept of friendship never really got into my head. Yeah, I've read Sisterhood of Travelling Pants, I've watched One Tree Hill but the way they describe it and my term of friendship is completely different. I've never did sleepovers, I don't do three way calls every night, I don't share clothes with my friends but that doesn't make my friendship any less true. To find someone I can confide in is really hard. Some might say impossible. Despite the fact that I know my friends would be there, listening, I don't really vent out everything to them. There is just some things I want to keep inside. Some things I'm afraid to let go. That doesn't make what we have a fraud. The fact is, I have a hard time trusting people, and I know that makes me a bad friend. Doubts rolling over my mind everytime. I know I'm horrible. The thing is, I'm just not capable of trusting. I have trust issues. No, its not some kind of trauma or what. What I hate the most is people assuming they know me. People who tells everyone how much they knows me, like I'm their bestest friend. I don't do that kind of thing. I have trust issues and I'm afraid of commitment. Yeah, problematic kan? So I don't really do the pinkie promises, the girls day out. I don't. I am more of the kind of person to hide. The kind of girl who actually (gasp!) enjoys staying at home.I have wonderful friends who can actually handle with being a person like me. Who can endure my ridiculous mood swings, my nonsense tantrums. They are who I'll commemorate because although I don't share my deepest secret with them, (as I still don't know what is it) they still believed in me, at least I think they do. I've left numerous of times and they were still there, still holding out. I don't deserve them, I know that. Me being with them is like defying logic.But despite all that, they are still there, for me anytime I want them to be. Thank you, for always staying, for not giving up on me. Quoting from the book The Balance Thing by Margaret Dumas ; I can't promise I won't leave-- because that's kind of my old habit-- but I promise, I'll always come back.


























p/s ; Oh my. Anna Faris just got enganged to Chris Pratt!