Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I Thought You Knew How To Be Scared

I really love Sarah Dessen's books because her words are alway so true and totally quotable. The way she narrates a character, unbelieveably cool.


Recently, she did a contest. To enter, you must take a picture that reminds you of any scene in any of her book. Here are two of the images that I think is really really really amazing :



This is from The Truth About Forever



This is from Just Listen

Friday, June 19, 2009

This Envelope Will Represent My Heart

my favourite song since 2007 :)
I need to learn to play this on piano.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

For Tonight You're Only Here to Know

I guess saying that I'm lazy is an understatement. I just don't have enough self will to go through all the things that I'm supposed to. I just love to laze around. I also always procastinate. Hell, I'm a world class procastinator. That said, you won't be surprised at how many homeworks I have delayed till the end. I frustrates myself sometimes. I want to bang my head on the wall for being so lazy. I do not know what to do. I'm just extremely lazy. What the eff? I mean, since I know my problem shouldn't I be finding ways to change it? TO over turn the problem? Oh I suck. I also almost always never finish what I start. Exhibit A : My Book Blog. I have tons of books to review but yet when I have all the time in the world, I do nothing. I suck. Gosh. I know that. I really do. I need to change, I know that too.


The thing is, I need someone who will scream at me. Who will force me to do all this. Who won't give up till I change. I need someone who will do that for me and who I love too much to hate despite the fact that said someone would be forcing me to do stuffs I hate to do. Where can I sign up to find that someone? Oh and if you're thinking I want this someone for romantic reasons you couldn't be more wrong. I just want someone 24/7 to tell me what to do. To make me want to be a better person.


Shit. I am totally not making sense here. I do not know why I just wrote that. I think it's prolly because I'm bored and everyone is offline meaning I can't annoy the crap out of them. Heh. I need to sleep. Or watch tv.

Anything.
I need to get away from the computer.
I need to be better.

Bye bye. Sleep tight. Okay, I suck.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

HOLD ME TIGHT OR YOU'LL BE DEAD

I NEED BOOOOOOOOOOOOKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Ahh. I feel like emailing Steph Su right now and just randomly give her the titles so that she'll mail it straight away and I'll get it faster but I know Ill regret it I need to carefully pick out the titles. Allllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

I am not sure if I'm dealing with a serious case of insomnia or if I'm just forcing myself to stay awake. How do you figure that out? Ahaha. Internet sucks. It keeps me awake. I've just watched How To Deal on Youtube because I'm too damn impatient. I didn't watched the whole movie though because I have this weird feeling that says I'm going to regret watching it on Youtube.

I'll be the happiest person in the world if I get Boys Next Door today. Seriously. I want to live in NY just so I can go to the BEA. Berapa ribu arcs dapat dekat situ. Tupid-say. Tupid-say. Abi-bay. Abi-bay. And I hate hate everyone who has read Catching Fire. Shit lah. Its out on September. No fair wey. I love Gale. I love Katniss. I hate you guys.

Okay I talk crap. Bye. I need to get ready because its 8 am and I haven't showered plus I'm pretty sure I have panda eyes right now. But that's not really a big deal. Pandas are cute, right?

Peace out, yo.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Eat Your Fruity Flavoured Toothpaste It's The Best You Can Do

I want to turn anorexic. Heh. I bet I don't have enough will-power to do so. And who the puck wants to be anorexic? I rather have 5 extra pounds hanging around me than being anorexic. Okay. I seriously don't know why I'm talking about anorexic.

I am going to sound so lame but here is the truth : I need to get hold on my much overdue homework's. I have tons oh and Alam Ria Cuti Sekolah or whatsoever? What the Hell? El-stupidos. I need to finish my history homework and update my add math homework.

I don't know why but since I've read about babi guling, I keep talking about it. It's so wickedly funny to me. Babi guling. Haha. That's a Balinese traditional food by the way. Speaking of babi (I'm not cursing, seriously), I've just learnt Pig Latin! I'm so excited because I've heard about it for so long but never really could understand it. I read See Jane Score (yep, finally bought the book) and learnt the language in there. It's not that hard. Actually, it's very easy but it might be difficult to be said spontaneously. I love learning odd languages. Example : In Jean Ure's Boys On The Brain I learned the Ibby Language. I didnt master the language but I personally find it hilarious when I curse people by saying sibtupid miboron. It's a private joke just between me and Jean Ure. *yeah right*

Have you seen all 4 of Harry Potter's trailer? It's awesome. I can't wait plus I just love Ron Weasley and Hermoine Granger. Don't worry Fatin. Rupert Grint will always be yours. I still don't know what you see in him.

Eeei- I hate Blossom. I don't know why but since I was 8 I've always hated her. She's so bossy and she thinks she's the wisest one. Her with her long strawberry blonde (is it?) hair and stupid ribbon bow. She's annoying. I know what you're going to say and that Bubbles is worse but I just don't like Blossom. At least Bubbles is annoying and she knows it. Everyone knows it. Blossom just expects people to think she's cute and adorable when I just want to hit her head with a fishing pole. I hate Blossom!!

Okay. Sorry that was just my inner 8 year old self submerging from the inside to vent out in anger what she has kept inside for so long. Duh, I was a PPG Fangirl. Isn't that obvious?

What the hell? Navid is in Cory in the House? Hahahaha. That's just disturbing.


Wello-Hello-Yellow. I've got to go because it's already 12 am and I don't plan on pulling an all-nighter. I need to go and finish watching He's Just Not That Into You that is stuck in my dvd player for the past 5 days. Plus, I've got to wake up on 10 am tomorrow for a Live chat with Melissa Walker. I'm so cool, I can hear you gasp right now. Oh and did you know, I watched Gaspard baby Ulliel yesterday! Bless Vision Four for airing Young Hannibal. Woot. I loveee Gaspard Ulliel and I forgive him for sharing the screen with Gong Li. Sorry Gong Li. I tried but I couldn't. I just don't like you.

I do not know why I'm sharing these useless information with you but crap, that's just me. Nothing to crap about!!

Okayy I'll go before Mr. Krab comes and crap me out. RUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNN!

I'm stupid, I know.


Sukanya lagu ni -- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYE1sG_cq5E&feature=channel_page

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Oh What a Beautiful Disaster

I am not dead. "Dead is so Last Year." I am Immortal. ---blufffffffffffs.

Anyway, I refuse to be away for a month and before you say anything let me clear things out : I haven't been away for a month. Its one day short of a month so seee, I still win. L-O-S-E-R.

I don't see the point of blogging or perhaps I just don't have time to blog. Fine. Maybe its because of the slow internet connection and the fact that I'm just plain lazy. Fine. You win. I'm lazy. Happy? I'm finally admitting it. I am L-A-Z-Y. I think this is going on good. After all, admitting you have a problem is the first step to recovery, right? Or something like that. I can't bloody hell remember everything. What do you take me for? Okay whatever. I am going to cherish the moment while it last because the internet connection is faaaaaaaast plus this is the only time I'll have before my father realizes that I've flunked my tests and therefore am banned from going online. Truly though, I don't think I'm all to blame. After all, I did told him I'm failing just to give him a heads up. You've gotta give me some credit for honesty, right?

Oh before I forget and because I don't always say this, THANK YOU REALLY for all the birthday wishes. I don't say thank you enough and in case you are wondering if I got your text or not, thats a yes. I did get it but I just don't like to reply back. Not to say I dont appreciate you wishing me happy birthday. I just dont like texting more.

The best birthday wish : From Rachel Vail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know its like just a comment on Facebook but what the f. I don't care. Rachel Vail wished me Happy Birthday! I still remember last year when Melissa Walker commented my blog and wished me happy birthday! I was literally intoxicated with euphoria. I am totally aware of me bragging but who the hell cares when Rachel Vail, the author of If We Kiss and You, Maybe just wished you Happy Birthday. Okay okay. I am moving on.

What did I get for my birthday? Well. Nothing. Yet. My dad says and I quote "doesn't see the point of buying you another book because I buy you books every week". In My humble opinion, he's exaggerating. He doesn't buy me a book every week. Maybe once a fortnight or so. Anyhow, I do not know what to ask for so if you could come up with an interesting idea that you think I might enjoy, please do tell.

Oh well I have to go and update my other blog because I just have to. I dont have to explain everything to you, right? Heh. Whatevs. Bye bye. I am going to figure out which books to buy :D