Friday, February 29, 2008

give you something to read about

I just received an email from Sophie Kinsella. She forwarded this email to all of her fans (i'm one, OMG I'M PROUD!!)


below is the copy of the email I received ;

Visit the Sophie Kinsella web site at:http://www.sophiekinsella.com *** REMEMBER ME? on sale now!http://info.randomhouse.com/cgi-bin21/DM/y/exYp0NDZ1X0Dor0BHbw0An *** A new message from Sophie Hello everyone!!! Well, this has to be one of the most exciting months of my life. First of all, my new novel REMEMBER ME? is out and I really hope you love it!



Second of all, the Shopaholic movie is finally underway! I have been in New York recently, attending rehearsals, talking to the actors, director and producers, and seeing the story come alive before my eyes... and it's given me goosebumps :) Isla Fisher, Hugh Dancy and Krysten Ritter are going to be SO fabulous as Becky, Luke and Suze. Most exciting of all, today I saw Becky's shoe collection on the set! It rocks!! I'll come and visit again soon - and meanwhile, you might want to check out my appearance on Second Life, on 2nd March. We can give each other virtual waves! Happy reading... happy shopping! Sophie



Ok, so I edited the email, took out the unimportant stuffs about her bloody links (who cares fgs)
Anyway, take a special attention to the bold word there. Shopaholic Movie. OMGAHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I wanna watch it right now. ANDD I love MPh for already selling Remember Me, MAlaysia DAH MAJU lah fatin!! Now, I just have to beg my father to buy it, since its gonna be absolutely expensive.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

i get to hold 2950 USD today

Teya is officially crazy :) she calls me every five minutes, pretending to be the gas guy, my principal and all. I guess it's pretty obvious boredom disease has come huh? Okay. Deeba cried when she called me. She was so sad I didn't asnwered her phone call yesterday( i didn't on my cell) Meera called me too, she's sucha sweetieeeee. I misss heeerrr terribly. I told her to watch Thank You for Smoking. Don't know if she did, but there was Adam Brody on it, and Rob Lowe, William H.Macy and and Katie Holmes. I don't know the lead actor's name, sadly. HEHE. Anyway, Qeys, sorry I ddint let you know that I changed my blogs url. Though its already been awhile, since end of last year I think. Looks like someone haven't been paying visits to my blog, heh?
Oh welll, just for the sake of posting a blog today.
Goodbye toodles~

Sunday, February 24, 2008

private practice

Okay. The last post for today. Definitely, the last post. This is a new tv show soon to be out on ntv7 cheerssss :) It stars Kate Walsh. I knew she's too good to be just a supporting role. Oooh, she just got married and it was on my sister's birthday haha, i told her that and she was oh-so-proud-but-pretends-not-to-boast. Okay, quit about that. About Private Practice, its story about Addison after she leaves SGH (famously known in the hit tv series Grey's Anatomy) and tries to create a new life, personal and work-related. I even got a scoop about this show on Grey's Anatomy, when Addison went to visit her friends and she hd this sort of fling with pete wilder(i think) yeah I love this. and I think Kate Walsh is just so bloody pretty. Anyway, this is about the tv show not about what I think. I cant seem to upload any of the pictures, or am I just tooo lazy to copy what this show is all about, but you'd get the idea soon. check it out at www.privatepracticeinsider.com or http://abc.go.com/primetime/privatepractice/index?pn=index
TOODLES ~ :)

move on


meet anya marina. my all time favourite singer which I kept to myself so that she wont ever be discovered like others singers that I used to love. I was listening to her whole album today, when it suddenly occurs to me how selfish i was, well that and my boredom of course. Oooh, I actually haven't heard her songs for quite awhile. Didn't even remember her actually, until I watched Grey's today ( in boredom desperation) and heard her song - move on :D I automatically remembered her, and downloaded all of her new songs, using my sister's laptop since dd's internet connection is so *some text missing*. Shes terribly good. I love her, and oh. Her name ANYA is what my cousins call my mum. My mum loves her too. She's the one who bought the cd for me :)
to check her out visit - http://www.anyamarina.com/

twilight saga






Ok. So I was searching through the web, when I suddenly remembered Teyn saying that she has read lock and keys( sarah's new book) excerpt on the email she sent me. Sorry I didn't have time to reply your email, teyn. Takda mood HEHE. So I went to Sarah's web, and oh god. She updated her web. It's bloody nice, rather than the last time I saw it. went and read the excerpt, oh the boy's name sounds interesting, Nate. reminds me of Tate Donovan, assuming the spelling of course. Then I read the overviews, and most of Sarahs fan suggested Stephenie Meyer's Twilight series. So, as I was curios + bored = voila I searched it. At first I wasn't impressed, because it's about vampires, and Teyn knows how that makes me feel. But it's definitely like Sarah's work. Quite a resemblance, Ive gotta say. So, the next thing I knew, I was reading the excerpts. I love it, i love it. I love it. It's a series btw. 4 books in the series. Interesting, gives a fresh knowledge for my never existent knowing about vampires.








When Bella Swan moves from sunny Phoenix to Forks, Washington, a damp and dreary town known for the most rainfall in the United States, to live with her dad, she isn't expecting to like it. But the level of hostility displayed by her standoffish high school biology lab partner, Edward Cullen, surprises her. After several strange interactions, his preternatural beauty, strength, and speed have her intrigued. Edward is just as fascinated with Bella, and their attraction to one another grows. As Bella discovers more about Edward's nature and his family, she is thrown headlong into a dangerous adventure that has her making a desperate sacrifice to save her one true love. One of the more original vampire constructs around, this recording of Stephenie Meyer's debut novel (Megan Tingley Books, 2005) is narrated with great style by Ilyana Kadushin, who makes the infinitely romantic tale of star-crossed lovers resonate with a bittersweet edge. Although Edward and Bella's romance and subsequent danger develops slowly, the pacing is appropriate for teens who want learn all the details in this suspenseful tale. An excellent purchase for both school and public libraries.







definitely, maybe


This is one 0f the movies I'm looking forward to watch

this year. though I know I can't, I hate PMR :(

Anyway, for those who doesn't hae fathers who gives you an hour length of lecture everytime you dream of relaxing, I suggest you to watch this movie. It casts my oh my, Abigail Breslin the next cutest child star, some might have say the next Dakota Fanning. OOh, Ryan Reynolds, Deebs all-time favourite boyfriend. She even dedicatd her email to him. I can't remember the exact words, but its like Deeba_zahidshawnRYANblabla@hotmail. Oh, well. enjoy

A thirtysomething Manhattan dad is in the midst of a divorce when his 10-year-old daughter, Maya, starts to question him about his life before marriage. Maya wants to know absolutely everything about how her parents met and fell in love: Will's story begins in 1992, as a young, starry-eyed aspiring politician who moves to New York from Wisconsin in order to work on the presidential campaign. For Maya, Will relives his past as an idealistic young man learning the 'ins' and 'outs' of big city politics, and recounts the history of his romantic relationships with three very different women. Will hopelessly attempts a gentler version of his story for his daughter, and changes the names so Maya has to guess who is the woman her father finally married. Is her mother Will's college sweetheart, the dependable girl next door Emily? Is she his longtime best friend and confidante, the apolitical April? Or is she the free-spirited but ambitious journalist Summer? As Maya puts together the pieces of her dad's romantic puzzle, she begins to understand that love is not so simple or easy. And as Will tells her his tale, Maya helps him to understand that itâ¿¿s definitely never too late to go back--and maybe even possible to find a happy ending.
Production Status:
Released
Logline:
A soon-to-be-divorced political consultant has to answer some hard questions from his 11-year-old daughter as he explains his past relationships.
Genres:
Comedy
Running Time:
1 hr. 51 min.
Release Date:
February 14th, 2008 (wide)
MPAA Rating:
PG-13 for sexual content, including some frank dialogue, language and smoking.
Distributors:
Universal Pictures
Production Co.:
Working Title Films, Studio Canal
Studios:
Universal Pictures
U.S. Box Office:
$14,591,460
Filming Locations:
New York, New York USA
Produced in:
United States

Saturday, February 23, 2008

One Tree Hill


Did you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many people have pictures of you, how many moments of other people's lives we've been in. Were we part of someone's life when their dream came true, or were we there when their dreams died? Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think, you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it.



I know people think I'm stupid, but I'm not dumb. I just let you and the other girls have your way because that's how you needed to be. But I think Carl's right. Pretty soon we're all gonna graduate and I can start over. But it'll be hard for the people who need this place to make themselves feel special -- people who use high school to build themselves up and then find out that the real world doesn't care so much about who you were in high school. People like you.

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.”


Every song has a CODA, a final movement. Whether it fades out or crashes away. Every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the music? The truth is, there is nothing to be afraid of. It's just life


You know that feeling you get on a Sunday? When you just have the whole day to yourself, and it's been great, but then you remember you have to go to school the next day, and it ruins the whole rest of the night. I have to go home tomorrow, and I just have that feeling. It's like Sunday night”


Life’s funny sometimes it can push pretty hard like when u fall in love with someone but they forget to love you back

you judge me and everything's gonna be alright?

just because I love to run,

doesn't mean I've forgotten
how to walk

just because I love to talk
doesn't mean I don't know
when to stop

wajarkah or do I deserve this?
benarkah or was it all pretend?

kemungkinan mesti ada.
tanpanya, ke manalah harapan kita? apa yang kita letak di hujung tanduk?
sekiranya kau toleh kembali,
MUNGKIN we all know what went wrong.

don't call me because I don't want you here

don't expect me to answer because you should ask yourself.

-andainya kau patut tanya dirimu


Let's talk politics.

i know, i know. I know what you must be thinking about this blog title. Politics? Atiqah? it doesn't take a genius to figure out how unlikely this comparison is. and what the hell? what do I know about politics? A 14 year old girl talking about politics? come on. I don't, to tell you the truth. I don't know the first thing about politics. But you've got to admit, this topic is unavoidable, well actually it is avoidable but I don't really enjoy yakking away about what I did today and blablabla. This year is the voting year, "tahun mengundi" there are thousand of parti's flag hanging on the light poles, on the trees and whatsoever. Everytime I lay me eyes on the newspaper front cover, it's about politics. So where do the malaysian politics stand anyway? I've got a really good scoop about it on Dina Zaman's book, I am muslim. It says there that the only reason malays could survive here is because of their politics. Somehow, I agree. If you really think about it, you would too. Let's pretend i'm good in politics. Let's pretend i'm wise and insightful. Let's make this post fun. For god sake, let's humor me.
On wednesday, I had history tuition at Smart Bestari. I, let's bold the word being forced to go, went with Nana. Our history teacher was talking about republicans, whooops it end up with Malaysian Politics. Nana had to go and just ask the teacher what party is he supporting? the teacher of course said "UNDI ADALAH RAHSIA" but Nana, being Nana still insisted and asked why couldnt he tell us. He said he doesn't want to influence us about who to vote. I told Nana to shut up and wait till it's your turn to vote. Nana won't give up, man that girl is so hard. The teacher said " Saya menilai dari apa yang saya dengar, apa saya baca. saya faham dan saya undi". I had this crazy urge to say that what you hear and what you read isnt always right. But, since I'm a terribly good student, I shut my mouth and let Nana argue with the teacher. I do have my curiosities, but it's not as big as Nana's. Her's make it kill the cat.
I think Malaysian politics are erhhm.. haa...mmm.. I truly have no idea. You must be thinking, then why the hell do you write a post about it? I have no idea. I'm terribly sorry, but I have no right to judge it, since I have no idea about malaysian politics. So, what would I do if I were given the chance to vote at 14 years old? I think I'd vote for the most richest party. I know, that's materialistic. But seriously, this country needs a party that could improve our country. Not just make it going on, that's already here. Aku anak melayu. That's what they say, I'm proud to be melayu. But if you really see it, you can say that those who represents Malaysia are most likely Chinese, Indians or even mix. Dont get me wrong, Aku anak melayu jugak, aku sedar. Look at tennis, it's Nicol David. Badminton, it's Lee Chong Wei. Even half of the malaysian socialites are Chinese, Indians and mixs.
I'm not a big fan of Siti Nurhaliza, come to think of it, I'm not even a fan of hers. But I truly respect her in a way that she makes an effort to make Melayu stand up. She makes Melayu out there, known by the world, even if she does it in bad musics (in my opinion) and desperation. Her personal life is her personal life, I'm not here to judge about it. Sazzy Falak is another Malay who makes us proud. She's in the Malaysian socialites community, she's talented and she makes all of us Malays want to reach for the stars too. I don't think Malays are fading away, and I'm god damn proud to be Malaysian. I love the chinese, the indians and the mixs. I love Malaysians. It's just so that maybe I want a hell lot of Malays to be more proud of their heritage and represent Malaysia more. I want to see the name Siti in the Tennis. or the name Nurul in Badminton. I want all that, and heck you don't always get what you want right?
I let god judge me, damn you if you do
-I am muslim, Dina Zaman

Sunday, February 17, 2008

malaysia boleh

I live in Malaysia. I love Malaysia.

don't get your hopes so high

you see i've got this curse,
you don't know me but i'm in love,
with all of this act,
i'm telling you the fact,
please look at me,
just oh god look at me.
your gazing stare,
your dark brown hair,
i'm gonna tell you,
you're not getting through,
just a glimpse of you,
and I fall too.
Can't you look at me,
I'm begging to be free,
the tears are dry,
what's left but to die
.
people fall in love with others who doesn't even know they exist, and what's worst than not knowing that how
they feel deep inside. Some just wants to keep it that way, some move on but some begs to be free, to get away from falling down. Some live their life loving those people, knowing whatever they do, they will never get him/her. it was never like that person broke their heart, in fact they never even know, it still hurts to know that whenever you pass by them, what you feel inside, is only in you and to them you're just another stranger. just another girl in the background, just another person. just nobody.

Just Smile

you smiled at me,
i fear that i couldn't see,
you jumped into a conclusion,
that my face didn't show any expression.

I smiled at you,
i thought you would smile too,
guess everyone's expecting too much,
i had the ice-cream now i want the chocolate fudge.

I learn from mistakes,
now I understand the term give and take,
no longer will I rush,
just to see you I'll blush.


wanting you to just smile
seems like i have to wait a thousand miles

Friday, February 8, 2008

Khayalan Menjelma

aku berdiri,
di dalam khayalan indah
aku terasa bagai ditiup bayu yang segar
betapa dahulu aku geruni semua ini
kini aku bertemu dengan hati yang tabah

Sekian detik yang berlalu,
namun memori masih terpahat di hati
seperti sejarah silam
tidak dapat dipadam dan terus menghantui

Gagah aku di sini,
musnah kau di sana
tak pernah sekali aku menyesali
jadi kenapa kau sengaja menyukari?

aku tertanya, mungkin kita tiada logika
mungkin semua ni hanya mimpi semata-mata
esok aku akan terjaga,
sekiranya aku masih diberi peluang kedua.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Hit me in the stomach just like you hit me at the heart

When you think you have enough time for all, it sucks to know that what you expected to happen, well.. didn't happen. Na-da. None. Zero. Nothing happened. Such a shock that left you gasping for air, catching your breath, wishing that for once and for all, one tiny little thing would happen.

this is something I wrote while I was in the midst of boredom though I was actually on an attempt to finish up my homework. ;

I am running towards the shadow in front of me, the faster I run, the closer I get to you. Everything's falling apart, and all that remain is those two. I guess time won't pass us by now, by the way you make me feel so alive. I wont give a damn for the tears that won't hold back, as I've had enough running, makes my whole life flashes back. I stopped, trying so hard not to stumble, catching my breath which no longer sounded humble. I feel so worked up, still the shadow never fails to dissapoint. I have a sudden eager to continue, but if it means another flashback of my lifetime, I think I've had enough. One too many, I hear voices say in my head. So why is it that dissapointment overcomes my feeling, and my pulse starts to beat irregularly? What I was afraid of was that what i fear the most, would happen. That you won't even get a chance to look back, and see me standing there, waiting. Maybe not chasing, but still there, waiting.

please don't do this

everyone misses me, chehhhh poyo nak over the top jugak. I feel so left out, with feelings I can't explain. I've got newws I've got newws, haha. Not that such a big deal ( merepek melibihi had batasan) LIYY'S baju torres dah beli, a tad too big, sorry but ada torres, with the number 9 woottt. Ok, anyway. I borrowed Hum's book, She'll Take it which really really reminds me of Brothers and Sisters particularly Kitty and Senator. OOh, just catched the first episode of Season 2 Ugly Betty. Santos died, :( this is making me very depressed. hmphhh hampa dengan keadaan dunia masa kini. Haven't watched Brothers and Sisters & Heroes yet. 2 pagi punya baru syok sikit, kentangg. I think senator and kitty is going to get back together today, which gives me a reason to smileee :D Oh yeah, ketiadaan conditioner menyebabkan kehadiran rambut rapuh tiba tidak diundang.

Perfect doesn't exist, but a perfect moment does. It doesn't really matter actually. It's just that the moment you cherish is the moment you want to stay forever, and thats when it's perfect, where everything you want, happens and all your heart desire you can get. It can last for an hour, or as quick as a second, but those who have experienced it knows it more than I do. I wish i could go back to the moment where everything seems perfect, but I know it doesnt last and even if I can go back to the moment, what I learned now tells me that yesterday wasn't that perfect after all. Why try doing something no one can ever acheve? Why does being perfect really matters? It's the flaws that makes it interesting.


"Maybe because you're just extra-ordinary"

-THE TRUTH ABOUT FOREVER (SARAH DESSEN)

Saturday, February 2, 2008

ahh tidakkkkkkkkk

Hello again, it's you and me. How's your life, it's been awhile. Kind of like it's used to be, trying to commit it to memory.

too much things to think about, too many stuffs to worry about, and maybe just one day, everyone's gonna burst up into tears. And as far as i know, That's not a good thing. Maybe one or two person each day, that's acceptable but nervous breakdown is not everyone's strength. what i like about it is that once you breakdown, nothing can get more worse, thing would only start getting better, not tip-top-perfect, but slowly, one after one, do your best under the circumstances you might not realise, when things get better because you know you just did the best you could and whatever happens, happen. let the chips fall where they may.

"You complete me"
"You had me at hello"

- JERRY MAGUIRE