No one is ever alone.

ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY: Is Midnight Sun still dead to you, or can you see finishing and publishing it in the future?


STEPHENIE MEYER: It's really complicated, because everyone now is in the driver's seat, where they can make judgment calls. ''Well, I think this should happen, I think she should do this.'' I do not feel alone with the manuscript. And I cannot write when I don't feel alone. So my goal is to go for, like, I don't know, two years without ever hearing the words Midnight Sun. And once I'm pretty sure that everyone's forgotten about it, I think I'll be able to get to the place where I'm alone with it again. Then I'll be able to sneak in and work on it again.

me bored-y.

You know what weird is? Let me tell you what is weird. Weird is that I sign in to my Polyvore only to receive a personal message stating that I am now a moderator for a Twilight group?! And to think I only PM-ed her to ask about the contest she did. Plus, it is kind-of pathetic since in the contest, I'm the only one who entered and I have no idea how to make people join. The idea of sending links to people and ask them to join isn't really appealing. I have no idea how to leave the group since if I leave, there will be no moderator. Im just too nice to do that. HAHA

Don't let me.

it's 530 in the morning. I'm on Youtube watching 10 Things I Hate about You which makes me want to go on the piano and play Can't Take My Eyes Off You right now but I don't want to be responsible for anyone having a heartattack. Anyway, anyhow.


I just had to upload these pictures ;






"Are you hungry?" "STARVING!" I like this hamster, I think.







That's Leah Clearwater.Isn't she just lovely?

Since I'm going to Hell.

Which book in the series is your favorite?
Eclipse.

How long did it take you to read the books?
1 day? I read Eclipse for 2 days though.

Who introduced you to the books?
Internet. Then Adlin lent me hers.

Did you buy them, borrow them, or have them given to you as a gift?
borrow them. Tak kuasa nak membeli.

Are you most looking forward to: Breaking Dawn, Midnight Sun, or the movie?
Midnight Sun. The book makes me like Edward more.

What's your dream ending to the series?
Dream ending? Hmm. Leah moving on to someone way, wayyy better than Sam.

Favorites:
Who is your favorite character?
Leah Clearwateer.

Who's your favorite vampire?
Ahah, probably Emmett.

Who is your favorite werewolf?
Leah Clearwatttttter

What's one of your favorite quotes from the stories?
Erh. The night after Bella cried the whole day after leaving Jacob in Eclipse, Edward asked Bella "Are you sure?" That was sweet, to me. Hes sacrificing the love of his life just so she can be happy, no matter how much it wil kill him inside. and the "You compare one small tree to an entire forest"

What was your favorite Bella and Edward moment?
That night when Bella slept at Edward's room, and Edward came home.

What was your favorite Bella and Jacob moment?
Ooooh. That time when they went to the bbq or something.

How about your favorite Bella and Alice moment?
When Bella is held under house arrest and Alice was so looking forward for the sleepover.


What was your favorite adventure/battle?
Thefirst time Bella hunted. That was funny. "Show off"

Which book cover was your favorite?
Breaking Dawn because I like the meaning behind of it.

Are these books among your favorite books of all?
Yeah.

This or That?

Twilight or New Moon?
New Moon

New Moon or Eclipse?
Eclipse

Eclipse or Twilight?
Eclipse.

Are you more excited about Breaking Dawn or Midnight Sun?
Midnight Sun. I really like how Edward feels about Bella, rather than how Bella feels about Edward.

Midnight Sun or the Twilight Movie?
Midnight Sun, again. Since I've seen the movie :D

The Twilight Movie or Breaking Dawn?
Breaking Dawn kot

Who do you want to see Bella with most: Edward or Jacob?
Edward I guess.She does love him.


Who do you like more:

Bella or Edward?
Edward.

Bella or Jacob?
Jacob.

Bella or Alice?
Alice

Alice or Edward?
Alice

Alice or Jacob?
Jacob

Rosalie or Alice?
Alice

Jasper or Alice?
Alice

Jasper or Edward?
Edward

Carlisle or Esme?
probably Esme.

Emmett or Jasper?
Both. Jasper's sweet with Alice and Emmett is funny.

Emmett or Jacob?
Emmett

Bella or Rosalie?
Both. The same to me.

Esme or Charlie?
Charlie hehe

Charlie or Carlisle?
Charlie. He's Freakin' funny.

Charlie or Billy?
Charlie

Jacob or Sam?
Jacob, duhh. Who likes Sam. Stupid asshole.

Sam or Quil?
Quil ;)

Quil or Embry?
Quil duh.

Who's the better villain: James or Victoria?
Victoria because she's a better mastermind than James.

Werewolves or Vampires?
Don't care.

Now, look who's crawling back.

I finally figured out my true calling in Polyvore. It is not creating sets with clothes, nor is it sets copying a celebrity style. It is the random sets, where I just mix everything up. Some call it dream set. Well, dream set it is! I know, I make horrible ones, which is very messed up but I kind of like it. Yeah, I'm weird. Got a problem? I am learning though. Practice makes perfect right? And guess what, I got right for this question about Twilight and I'll be getting 10 favs. I was bugging Liyana about this a lot on Msn. Sorry, Lui and thankyou. Oh well. I better go now, before I suffocate you with these endless babbling.






Take me away by ChicLaTique



Keep Believing by ChicLaTique






Always and Forever by ChicLaTique

They fight. Paris falls.

Before you say that I am obsessed, let me explain my situation. It's 350am and I am nowhere near sleepy. I dont have any idea what to do for a set on Polyvore, and well. Googling Twilight just seems like a good idea at the time (which is now, for me)


So, I found out the most important sentences in Twilight andNew Moon. I remembered Eclipse was something like" My love for Jacob is eclipsed by my love for Edward" but not the exact quote. Couldn't find the one in Breaking Dawn. I'd have to have the book for me to find it.


Anyway, here goes :

Twilight

"It's twilight," Edward murmured. [...] "It's the safest time of day for us," he said, answering the unspoken question in my eyes. "The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way ... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" He smiled wistfully."I like the night. Without the dark, we'd never see the stars."


New Moon

Tonight the sky was utterly black. Perhaps there was no moon tonight — a lunar eclipse, a new moon.A new moon. I shivered, though I wasn't cold.



So, turns out there is no blood type scene in the movie. It's never been filmed.

Haha. I am so fucking bored, it's obvious.

It's not an obsession, its an addiction.

Hi. Me and Thursday, not really the best of friends. (Remember last week when Mr.Phua told me that the class was cancelled?) Anyway, today i went to watch Twilight which means that I'm totally in luck right but then they cut the kissing part which is totally infuriating. They did cut out some important parts that I find interesting, but there was this part that they keep the same eventhough no one would notice it if you cut it off, so credits. Example ; When in the garage, Jasper mentioned that "I have fight with guys like him. It's not easy".Then I went home, only to find out that I forgot to cancel my piano class. Sigh. After apologizing for the 100th time to my teacher, I decided to read four truths and a lie. Unfortunately, I feel asleep. On the 2nd page, no less! I guess thats the result for only sleeping 4 hours last night. Which is by the way, totally worth it because I get to watch that Kim Possible episode I've never seen. Who knew, She-Go was once a hero. Ah, back to the Thursday not my biggest fan, my dad got stucked in the traffic so I had to wait until 945 for the laptop. Then, my sister used the line so I couldn't go online. I finished Four Truths and a Lie while waiting for Gilmore Girls only to find out that there is no Gilmore Girls, instead there is America's Got Talent. My hearts breaking. Let's not talk about depressing stuffs or I might just commit suicide.
*tears*


You know how I notice things that people don't really care about? Well, I discovered some similarity between Kate Brian's The V club/Sweet 16 and Lauren Barnholdt's Two Way Street/ Four Truths and a Lie(FTAL). There is also something very similar in FTAL with Devon Delaney, but I lost the book,(I left it on my bus, and when i asked the bus driver he said he saw it but the next day, it was gone. Stupid asshole who stole my book, I hope you catch Spanish Influenza and die*is it obvious I'm thinking about Twilight) so I can't just quote it. It's something about knee touching.


Anyway, I typed it up just for you. Please don't be flattered.


KATE BRIAN

sweet 16- page 250.


Teagan finally looked at him and saw the uncertainty in his stunning blue eyes.


the V club- page 169.

He glanced up at her and Eva could swear there was a hint of uncertainty in his eyes.



LAUREN BARNHOLDT

Two Way Street - page 4


"Do you want some coffee?" my mom asks, which is ridiculous because she know I don't drink coffe. Coffee stunts your growth. I'm only five-foot-two, and I...


Four Truths and a Lie - page 34

"Coffee stunts your growth," Crissa says, frowning.

"Well, I'm already five foot two." I take a bite of my apple.



*take serious notice to the words in itallic.

Ah well I'm gonna go and do new sets for Polyvore. I might be a bit obsessed.

Just a meaningless kiss.

I found out that I get PMS post-menstruation, unlike most people who PMS during menstruation. Okay, this is seriously disgusting I don't know why Im even talking about it. Stop. Now. I.am.stopping.now.


Fast forward to an un-yucky topic, Aunty Ella( my dad's P.A) told me that Perfect You along with Smart Boys and Fast Girls will arrive on my doorsteps on 8th December, which is 11 days away, that could actually come off as a lifetime for me. Ah, I guess I just have to wait and ponder. Wait and ponder. That sounds a bit melodramatic, dont you think? At last, I'm living up to the blog's namesake.


My sister bought Harper's Bazaar, Tatler and Seventeen! Finally, something useful to kill away boredom. In Harper's Bazaar was this article about Chanel Cruise Heels Miami Vice that caught my eyes. It's so friggin cool. It brings a whole new definition of killer heels. Tatler is, of course like Tatler. I love Tatler because I like to see the last few pages where they show all the events, who attends them and I get to identify the ones I know. Yes, that is pathetic. Whats your point? I have no idea why I'm babbling about magazines because it's not like you guys care right?

I am so busy killing time with polyvore that I forgot to visit Mostly Model. Now, its down to the final two. I am so mad. I really need some catching up to do. So, to end this meaningless post which Im sure most of you have already left this web due to frustration / disgustion on my stupid post, this is a photo of Lakshmi Menon, (the next big thing in Modelling, she's Indian! and the face of Hermes) to those who stayed, faithfully. Thank you.



p/s; I seriously need to buy a book.
p.p/s; like you didnt know that already.

p.p.p/s; My Dad didn't went ballistic when I said I wanted a Sidekick.

p.p.p.p/s; I really have to get a life.

Waterpak,
TIQA

Guess what? I lose two kg. But that's a different story. Trust me, you wouldn't want to know how. It would be the most disgusting thing you'll ever hear. However, we humans do it maybe twice a week.

I think this Survey thing is really starting to get into me. I am constantly looking for a new survey to do. I'm thinking about going to the class where they teach you how to sit up straight and walk with confidence booze. I am slouching badly, no matter how many times I try not to. But I think the class will mostly teach you ladylike stuff and damn I don't want to be all girly. Not that I have anything against it. It would be nice to be the queen of demure and politeness but I hate to break it to ya, I ain't that.


Anyway, to help ease your pain ( dying of boredom) I did a survey I would like to share :D


Ain't I sweet? haha.

1.Who was your last text from?
Maxis, haha.


2.Where was your default picture taken?
Mi casa.


3.Whats your middle name?
Atiqah I guess

4.Whats on your mind?
I am really bored.


5.Does your crush/girl friend/boy friend like you back?
doubt that, don't have one.

6.What is your current mood?
a little bit pissed, mostly bored.

7.What is your moms name?
Noranita Yahya


8.What color shirt are you wearing?
Yellow mellow.


9.Are you close with your dad?
I guess.


10.If you could go back in TIME and change something, would you?
dependable.


11.Have a crazy side?
Well, Yeah. But not to worry, I can control it.


12.Ever had a near death experience?
No, I guess.


13.Something you do a lot?
Sleep :D


14.Angry at anyone?
Yep.

15.Favorite Month?
June. Its mid-term holiday andddddddd my birthday is on June.


16.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Justine Henine :))

oh, and Rozreen. Banyak lagi oh, :p


17.When was the last time you cried?
Sunday.


18.If you could have one super power what would it be?
I don't know. Invincible? That'd be cool. I could be kick ass all the time.


19.Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Erm. Probably the face. haha


20.What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Caramel Frappe, cream based no toppings.Grande. (:


21.Favorite TV show(s)?
This will a long time. Hmm, Grey's, Private Practice, Ugly Betty, Pushing Daisies, Brothers and Sisters, 90210, October Road, Popular, Gossip Girl, That 70's Show, Big Shots, Shark, Cashmere Mafia, Lipstick Jungle, Friday Night Lights, babi banyak lagi.


22.Do you still watch kiddy movies?
Desperate times calls for desperate measure.


23.What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
My 8 glass of water.


24.Do you speak any other language?
Yeap.


25.Whats your favorite smell?
Influenced by my mother's obsession. Lavender.


26. Describe your life in one word.
Messy.

27.Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Nope, All around lips virgin :)

28.Ever kissed on the beach?
You know what this remind me of? Courtney and Jordan in Two Way Street. When they went to Miami. HAHA. Never.


29.What are you thinking about right now?
Two Way Street. and when is Perfect You coming.

30.What should you be doing?
Exactly what I'm doing. haha


31.Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
My friend whom shall not be named

32.What are you listening to?
Panic at the Disco- Northern Downpour

33.Do you like working in the yard?
I am a lazy girl. I don't do hard works.

34.Do you ever want to get married? kids?
Ok, here's the thing. I don't mind getting married, but my husband have to die or I get a divorce because I want to lead a miserable life. I just adore love lost.

35.Do you act differently around the person you like?
I guess.

36.What is your natural hair color?
Black, I guess.

37.Who was the last person to make you smile?
Bazil. haha


38.What is your favorite meal at your favorite fast food restaurant?
Double Cheeseburger set.



39.Do you cut out coupons?
Like, hell yeah. Influenced, again by my mother.

40.Whats the weirdest thing under your bed?
Ooh. Chocolate wrappers I think. I throw them there so that my parents won't find out I ate all of the chocs.


I tag ;

Everyone who reads my blog.

I am in agony.

I saw this book a couple of weeks ago, but I was buyin Nick and Norah's so I couldn't buy it. I love lauren Barnholdt. I seriously do.


This is some 411 on the book;

Eighth grader Scarlett Northon has a secret-and not just a little secret. We're talking seriously, absolutely, 100-percent change-your-life big secret! So much so that her mother, in an effort to shield Scarlett from hometown gossip, ships her off to a prestigious all-girls charter school. Scarlett thinks her life is absolutely over.

But what she doesn't know is that her life is about to get absolutely interesting, because one day, she receives an anonymous letter. The letter says it contains four truths and a lie-and Scarlett's reputation depends on determining which is which . . . And as the letters keep coming, and the truths and the lies start piling up, Scarlett begins to realize that maybe her secret isn't so safe after all.....


To find out how to get a free copy, visit Lauren's blog at www.livejournal.com/users/laurenbarnholdt.

Twilight Survey

Favorite Cullen - Emmett


Least Favorite Cullen - Jasper


Favorite Female - Leah


Favorite Male - Quil


Going to the See the Movie 11/21 - No. Its out in Malaysia on11/27


Edward or Jacob - Depends. haha


Vampires or Wolves - Wolves.


Favorite Vampire Power - Erh. Jane\'s power. Dont know what it is, but its cool.


(Girls Only) Do You Wish You Were Bella? - Not at all


Favorite Nomad - Laurent i think.


Favorite Wolf - Leahhhhhhhhh :)


Do You Think Bella Should Have Chosen to Stay Human (If She Didn't Almost Die) - yes, if she wasn't in love with Edward. But she is, so she made the right choice.

Random Survey

What is your hidden talent?

I chicken run. Literally.


Do you chew with mouth open or closed?

as far as Im aware, closed.


Your bad habit is

i bite my nails.


When you grow up, you would like to be
a lot. A music video director, a book reviewer, a lawyer. the list is endless.


Shopping, yes or no?
No.


Your celebrity crush is
John Cusack. Gaspard Ulliel.

What is your favourite pizza topping?

Chicken Pepperoni. Nuff said.


What kind of hairstyle do you have?

Wavy/ Curly hair. Wild and unmanageable.


What is the most expensive thing you have in your closet?

My versace Jeans


Do you know who Angus Young is?

Duh. Rock on AC/DC.

I can't keep saving this friendship

You could always let me know that you're here for me.

But I guess thats just asking for the moon, isn't it?

Yeah. Well. What else is new?

I am officially wearing black.

This is the most heartbreaking news I've heard since Reese Witherspoon's split with Ryan Philippe(but I'm happy now Reese is playing house with Jake). Why, oh why? I know it's 14 years age difference but you must be blind if you don't think they're cute. Just look at them!! Daisy, Why can't you be like your bestfriend, Chung and her boyfriend, Alex Turner. Both Mark and Turner is in the music industry. Theyd go along. You guys could be like Brit's The O.C but you'll have to settle for Summer because Chung is so damn pretty all the time, no offence Lowe. You ruined this fantasy. You're gonna pay.

Baby, I know what I said before, about dumping Lowe. But Mark, seriously? Are you that absurd? We can never make it happen. So you have to just settle with the second best, ok? And that's Lowe. Now, go and take her back form the arms of that hideous Will Cameron. I do not want to listen about him being an ex boyfriend and all. You're her ex too. I don't care who got her first. She broke up with him to be with you, so now you have to persuade her again. I can't believe for a guy with a face so beautiful could be so stupid to let her go. Now, I demand it. Or we're over. Never going to talk again. Look who's crying now!

Daisy Lowe with fuckhead asshole.


I'M MOURNING. I AM IN GRIEVE.

Life's like an hourglass glued to the table.

I don't get it. Why people keep asking me to change those things about myself that I tend to like. it's like they don't even know me. THEN it strucks to me, like lightning that maybe they don't. Not the real me. I am this puppet, constantly listening to others and following others back, like one sad puppy. So when I get the chance to make my own choice, those things I hold on to. It's what discern me from being a phoney. That's what we always have to do in our life. We always have to stay true to ourselves. I have insecurities. It eats me up inside. Everytime I go out to the public, my insecurities rings up like an alarm bell. I am a constant failure. I am a social outcast. Of course I feel left out, no matter how much people is trying to make me think otherwise. And it's not them, its me. It's like the Kindergarten question over again. A picture of 5 apples and one orange. Cross out the odd one. Its palpable, of course. It's me. It's always me. I am always the odd one. When you're surrounded with these beautiful people and you are this big boned awkward looking girl, you can't help but feel like a reject. This ogre in the Land of Princesses. I want to stand up, for myself. I do. It's so thwarting that I can't. I want to tell them that what they're saying/doing strikes me straight to the heart. But I can't. I just can't. I'm like some sort of sad old Igor, I take what I'm born with and I don't speak up. Its destiny that I am this girl. And who am I to tamper with destiny. Life is a mess. What are we doing in this world? Are we looking for the truth? I don't think so. We actually see the truth, right there infront of our eyes, under our nose, still at arms reach, yet we pass by it like its shit on the sidewalk. We know. We just live in denial. We know we live in denial. We're just afraid that if we decided to let the truth in, our fears will ruin us all. We are afraid of getting hurt and feeling pain. We seem to forget that what doesn't kill us, just makes us stronger. So we look, we go on a quest to find for this thing. This thing that will salvage us all. This thing we can call our saviour. This helping hand, reaching forward pulling us up. No matter how petty and insignificant this thing seem to others, its our saving grace. Helping us to keep going. We won't just go straight to the top, but slowly, we make progress. And sometimes, thats enough. It's enough to just keep going. It helps. Maybe, along the way we'll find others on the same track. And we built this beautiful thing called friendship. We don't have to solve the puzzle. We don't have to answer all lifes questions. We just have to look for that one piece. One tiny stupid pathetic piece, that might just take us a lifetime. And we're done. We can go as free as the birds. That will be enough reason, the reason, the only reason for us to keep on breathing.


Waterpak,
TIQA

What a day

Hi! I'm at Hoomy's now. She's right next to me. I know, be jealous Fatin! Both of us with Deea was so determined to go jogging but sadly, five minutes after we jog I was already exhausted. So we decided to power walk, but Deea says it's more of a slow walk. So, yeah. We slowed walk for about an hour then decided to turn back and go to KDE because Deea was hungry. At KDE, Deea eats like she's been stranded on the desert for a month. Seriously. She had waffles with melted chocolate and 6 slices of toast with kaya. How she can manage to look that good is beyond my knowledge. Oh, can you believe it? She saw someone ordered scrambled eggs and she's like"That's tempting. But I'm full" and we( me and Hoomy) were like thank god, then she said "Nak share tak?" Ahh.

Anyway, we persuaded her that if she keeps eating we won't have time to swim. So, that finally got to her. She loves swimming. She's the only one who did some laps. I can't float. Ha ha. So I was like hanging to the side while Deea and Hoomy floated. (Hoomy insisted that she did not float but I still think she did)I tried to float but I'm so lazy to move my arms and legs. Apparently, in order to float you have to move your body or you'll drown. So, yeah. I mostly stayed on the shallow part of the pool. We even saw this Hubba Hubba boy. But sadly he has two girls by his side. Deea was devastated. Aww, you poor schmuck. We also went to the sauna, steam room and jacuzzi. That was fun. Deea saw me half naked. God, that was hilarious. She keeps apologizing but I don't really mind. It was an accident. She's freaky.


We then parted ways because Deea's house is at Taman TAR and I went back to Hoomy's. Oh, Deea's room is full of books. I'm so excited. She reads. I mean, really! She even reads that series by Scott Westerfeld. That's like, fabulous. I can't wait to borrow ;p

Hoomy is talking to Arrene and I'm off now. My father's picking me up at 430.

Goodbye, miss me while you can.

Waterpak,
TIQA

Blogger messing with my patience.

Sasha Pivovarova

So, guess what? I woke up at 10 today, which is practically a miracle nowadays. I need to get my sleeping routine back to normal. And by normal I mean, I need to wake up before 10 and sleep before 3am. Oh, yeah. Back to waking up at 10 o'clock. The reason I woke up that early(for me) is that I know I have piano class and I'm like in this tipsy mood, all determined to do good. I did the theory so carefully, even if doesn't make sense to me. So, I like did that right? Then at 2pm, (the class starts at 3) my phone beeped which means I just received a message. You know how I feel about phones. So I ignored it. A quarter before 3, I get bored practising my song for the eleventh time so I decided to see who's the stupid moron that sent me a message. Guess if you can. It's Mr.Phua. Im like, "Whaaaaaaaat?"(with that annoyed withering look on my face) and he texted me to let me know that "there is no class today. I forgot to tell you this week is term holiday for Yamaha". I was so pissed, I didn't even bother to reply his message. Which, thinking back is kind-of rude right? Oh Well. I was so getting ready for today's class.

Moving on. Moving on. I think I might just get over my fear of cockroaches. I bravely went to the kitchen even knowing a cockroach is there, waitingggg. Of course, I dashed right out as soon as I get my cookies, but it's progress. Who knows, one might run across my feet and I wouldn't even feel a thing. Ah, I just love endless possibilities.


I really like YSL. I think it's my mother influence. Seriously. That's like the only brand she likes. Wait. She likes Aigner too. And Bally. Yeah, that's about it. My sister is not allowed to wear my mom's bags because my dad says she doesn't take cares of stuff properly. I can (: not that I want to, but I like the idea of it. That it's there for me whenever I need it. I guess that's what I always wanted. To know that it's there for me. Like I know I have a shoulder to cry on(but I don't). I don't need it. It's just good to know that it's there. Waiting. Like, it's always there for me. Anytime I want it, I can have it. I like the choice. I like the idea of choosing. It shows, that someone cares. Someone cares enough to be there for me. That someone is there for me whenever I need them to be.








Okay, got to get going. I see the cockroach coming. Lalalallaa. *ignoring it* Lala. *whistles* lalala. Fuck, it's coming nearer. I hope it doesn't fly. I hate flying cockroaches. Lalalalala. Lililalallulilalalal. Where did it went? Where? Is it under to sofa? Wait. Lemme check. It's not there. Where is it ?! Where is...



Waterpak,

TIQA

You better watch out.

It's official. I hate Konnyaku Jellies. help me sabotage them! My father wants me to join a cooking class. I Said ok, because I figure that's way better than disturbing my little brother everyday. Then he said the word that I've been dreading my whole life, for reasons unfathomable to me. He's going to join. Without thinking, I said a flat No! and he's like "Why Not?" and at the back of my mind I'm thinking it is good for him to learn to cook something than French Toast but do I really have what it takes to endure the -whats gonna be a looooooong-class with him. It's still up on the air. Anyway, I'm looking for the website but I can't friggin find it. This is making me so depressed, I feel like cancelling my piano class. I know, right? I think the teacher might have lost faith in me because its taking me 4 weeks to learn a new song and that's not even playing it gracefully. Plus, he's starting to give me the note naming homework again. I thought we are beyond that now. I just have to try harder. I do. I like piano. I just don't like practising. Its so frustrating. I need this to stop. I need this to not stop.


What am I crapping about? Ooh. Marks and Spencer won't be having Christmas Sale! They changed the management, which is why Mr. British doesn't sign the letters anymore. It's some chinese from Singapore. This is not helping me turn the frown upside down. I need the Christmas Sale because it's like the only time I can buy tons and tons of Christmas biscuits. I like the Christmas biscuits. And the Santa Choclipop! I like that tooooo. Alah. I'm still gonna buy it. Even one. This is my goal.

can you smell the Christmas Spirit? I totally can. I just love Christmas stories on Hallmark. I saw one yesterday. But I've already seen it last year so its nothing new. I didn't cry because I know whats going to happen. This is totally weird. Why, you ask? Because I don't friggin celebrate Christmas!!

Okay. Need to go. Need to buy Tatler. Goodbye.

Frankie says Relax, DON'T!

Rehab - Steven Meisel

I had a strange dream last night. It was 7 in the morning and I'm awake. Oh my, that's a miracle. Anyway, there's this loud beeping sound outside, so I went to the window and see. Of course! I exclaimed. It's Mr. Mailman! I skipped my way out to get the mails. Wouldn't want to keep Mr. Mailman waiting now would I? And oh-mi-god. Perfect You falls into my hand. I'm so thrilled, I landed a huge sloppy kiss on Mr. Mailman's cheek. I walk gleefully towards my house. While sorting out the mails, I stumbled across Nick and Norah and of course I'm shocked because I didn't order any Nick and Norah. And Oh-no, I can't seem to find any Smart Boys and Fast Girls. I searched frantically. No, no. I gasped for air. This can't be happening. After waiting faithfully for this day to come, I never actually considered the disaster that would stumble across. I won't let this happen. I cried and cried, and losing all sense of time, I was suddenly drowning in my tears. I can't believe this. What is to happen? I tried to get hold of the chair but....

then,


My little brother pulled my hair and I opened my eyes to reality.


Strange, wouldn't you say?

A Place where we find Luuurve.

Not so Nosey, Poesy.

French Amour. Merci.

"Je t'embrasse".

- La Troisième partie du monde

avec tout mon amour.

The Start of a new Era.

I think, spending the day reading Harper's Bazaar makes me love fashion? No. let me rephrase that. It makes me like pretty things. And boy, are there a lot of pretty things. Im still new at this, so I go for the basics. I'm your girl when it comes to basic. DKNY is definitely on top of my list of stores I'll go when I can afford it.


Like the simple Mahdi Suede Flats:

DKNY Mesa Shoe

Doesnt this look comfy?

DKNY Studded Silk Cardigan

DKNY Tie Front Cashmere Cardigan

Ralph Lauren's Lavinia Matte Jersey Wrap Dress

Anyone care to buy me YSL Radiant Touche?

Heads out,

TIQA

Stegner is here.

Finally. Kinokuniya updated the store. It's almost a miracle. And it's a good thing too because the store has too much potential to be wasted just like that. Me like. I wanted to buy Four Truths and a Lie but Sushi King was being such an ass and I got my Ikageso Karaage half an hour before the movie start. Then when I'm just about to get excited, my sister was already halfway talking to my father about her need for a new red cardigan. I know, I'm so devastated, but the thought that I still had Naomi and Ely's No Kiss List helped to ease my pain. A bit. didn't even get to see the store. I'm feeling down.

Oh, I know Devon Delaney's second title. It's Devon Delaney Should Totally Know Better. I'm excited. Lauren B just sent the draft to her editor, and I'm biting my nails. HA HA. I want to read Smart Boys and Fast Girls right now, but I know I have to wait for the mail because Aunty Ella accidentally ordered it so I can't just like run to Kinokuniya and buy it.


This is starting to bug me. Is it a sign that I've been seeing the same 5 tips for a flat stomach ad every website I go. I mean, I want to. I want to have a flat stomach, but lemme get this straight. It ain't gonna happen, so you and your fucking flat sto better run away from here. I'm eating so much that I wont be surprised to find out that I gain 10 pounds.

I better run nowwwwwwwww.
Before it's too lateeeeeee, and you won't even recognize me.


Gotta go. See you later.

Yo, Scherzinger.

You hate this part too? Ya' sure about that?

Hey, Im like. What's with the like?

Have you ever felt guilty about saying something but you just can't help it because you know, youre right? That you actually deserve this? That all that hard work, You ought to get it. Its so unfair. You want this, you never asked for anything. You never expect everything. You need this. This is your saving grace. And they're like doing every fucking way to not let you have it. They're like they rather get shot in the head than to see you get what you deserve.

Picture this, if you can. two dumb blondes sharing their so called life problem.

a: I'm like whats their problem?
b: I'm like, I so can relate.
a: You're like we so do not deserve this.
b: No. I'm like I so want to kill them.
a: I'm like, can I join?
b: Like, yeah. You like have a gun?
a: No. Gun is so overrated. We can like, stab them?
b: Omg, you're like. Soo brill.
a: I know, I'm like Dalai Lama.
b: Wow. So, what's like Dalai Lama?
a: Uh, I like have no idea. Good name though right?
b: Yeah, you're like so cool.
a: Uh, can I say like duh?
b: Only if I can say like, hell yeah.
c: Hoi, you shitface-s. Come on, we're late.
b: Urgh. I hate him he's so like HIM.
a: O-M-G. He's not. He's like so O-M-G.
b: you mean, like O-M-G, like really?
a: Like, hell yeah. Check out that ass.
b: I don't like see where you're going.
a: Come on, look at that. Tell me that's not like the greatest thing?
*checks out C's ass*
b: You're like so right.
a: I know, right?
c: You coming or what?
a: We're like, comingggggg.
b: He's mine, backoff.
a: I'm like the one who told you about the ass?
b: Hey, (calls C) (C turns) can we like grab your ass?
a: I can't believe you actually, like said that.
c: Only if I can, like grab yours.
*c grins*

the end


just a phase, just a phase.

No way, Jose.

It's 3 am and I am so bored, I could commit first degree murder.

Guess what?

One down. One more to go.


p.s; my head hurts like a son of a bitch.

p.p.s; Fatin, you can have it. AHHHH. I loooveee them.



well, bitch. Sometimes it's just obvious. I couldn't care less.

What makes you think I care for you?

I don't know about you but Im obsessed with facts that people don't really care about.


These are a few fascinating un-important facts I found out about the Twilight casts.



1. did you know that Catherine Hardwicke, who is the director of Twilight also directed and co-wrote Thirteen, a movie starring Nikki Reed(co-writer for Thirteen too) who stars in Twilight as Rosalie Hale.

2. in the Twilight cast, 3 of them stars in The O.C. They are Cam Gigandet, Nikki Reed and Jackson Rathbone. Cam Gigandet and Nikki Reed both appeared in The O.C's season 3 while Jackson Rathbone is not unidentified since he only guest starred in 2 episodes.

3. Kellan Lutz who portrays Emmett Cullen in the Twilight movie was in the movie Stick It! with John Patrick Amedori( Aaron Rose in Gossip Girl, a tv show created by Josh Shwartz who also created The O.C) and Missy Peregrym who later stars in Reaper in the role that was supossedly intended to be played by Nikki Reed.


4. Did you know that Peter Facinelli's wife is Jennie Garth, who portrays Kelly Taylor in the hit tv show Beverly Hills 90210 and the spin off- 90210 where Kellan Lutz will next appear in and later stars in What I Like About You as Amanda Bynes's sister, where Penn Badgley guest starred in.


5. This is funny. Elizabeth Reaser was in a movie called Emmett's Mark. Emmett is Elizabeth Reaser's character (Esme Cullen) son's name.

6. Michael Welch and Ashley Greene stars in Crossing Jordan, a tv show created by Tim Kring, who is also the creator of Heroes. Heroes includes Kellan Lutz and Missy Peregrym. Leighton Meester- who's widely known for her role as Blair Waldorf in Gossip Girl- also guess starred in Crossing Jordan.

7. Kellan Lutz was in the movie, Prom Night with Brittany Snow, who previously acted with Penn Badgley in John Tucker Must Die. Penn Badgley is currently in the show Gossip Girl with Leighton Meester and Blake Lively.

Can you see the connection now? You do? You don't? Oh well.

There are a lot of other facts that I discovered about Twilight, but I'm going to save myself all the trouble of posting it up. You just might not even read it.

Next time, if I'm nice enough(translation ; so bored I could bang my head on the table) I'll post you other unnecessary facts about other stuffs as well.

I promise.

I'm going to do my own walk.

So, I got this really weird email from someone I've never heard of before. It states in the email that it's a private invitation to join Shop It to Me. It's kind of freaky to get emails out of the blue but of course, I'm dying of curiosity so I decided to just gave it a shot. It's cool. It's like a website where you have your own personal shopper and you can choose your brands and size and they'll send you email what clothing suits you and all. Plus, you can only join by private invitation or so they say. I feel important. HAHA. Shop It To Me is a closed and private email list with a required subscription. I know, kind of interesting right? Not that I can afford any of it, Oh no. The brands listed was DKNY, Chanel, Dior and a lot of brands that I can only wish I get to wear. But, a girl can dream right? Who knows, I might win a jackpot and I could buy the Trump Tower. Who knows right? AHhh. The possibilities are endless.

So, I'm off now to drool myself over the stunning dresses and stilettos.

Apology not accepted. Not yet.

Do you use the "online now" feature for your myspace profile?
I no have myspace? but on the WOOT page, yeah

How often do you catch yourself day dreaming?
all the time

Do you like gangster movies?
depends.

What's your dream car?
one that has a chaffeur in it.

Ever dressed up as a pirate?
Nope, but is a sailor close?

Come to any realizations lately?
I love books. That's an understatement.

What was your favorite childhood cartoon?
Lulu & Friends. i think it's called. tahlah, all I remember is that Lulu has this curly hair and wears red.


Have you ever wished on a star?
I don't believe in that

What is your favorite video game?
Barbie learns to Ride Horse *i know this sounds cheesy but it's fun.

If someone offered to buy you a bar drink, what would you ask for?
I would love to try bloody mary, not that I can.

Can you sing well?
I think I do. But who am I to judge? I think I'm tone deaf.

Who is the last person you laughed at?
Dad.

Do you like your teeth?
well, I regret not brushing my teeth when I was a kid. HAHA


What windows are currently open on your computer screen?
Internet Explorer, Wordpad, WMP

What is your favorite TV show as of now?
I'm starting to like October Road

Who is the ugliest person on TV?
Michael Jackson. End of discussion.

What does AARP mean?
All Americans Repel Politicians? HAHA. No idea.

What were you doing at 8 in the morning today?
dreaming about dreamboy. OHmigod. He was so cute, and the story was so heartbreaking. Can't wait to meet him in reallife.

What's on your mind?
that fab Dreamboy. He looks like a young Gaspard Ulliel with Michael Cera's sense of style.

Who is the last person to text you today?
I have no idea. My phone is out of batt.

If you could erase your past would you?
Maybe some of those blushing moments. and those times when I like a person who doesn't even deserve to be liked.

Is you hair color now your natural color?
*proudly* YES. Flick.

What was the highlight of your week?
I have no idea, just see how it turns out.

When is your birthday?
1st of June baby!

Have you ever crashed a car?
nope, too young to do that. in the future though. I will.

Are you addicted to anything?
Erm, books? and food? Oh, and that dreamboy.

What kind of music do you like?
I'm universal. But I'm beginning to loathe those pop fake songs.


What's your best feature?
what, inside or outside? Outside, probably my erm. I like my eyebrows. I don't care if you think its bushy.

Do you and your parents get along?
Most of the time.

How many relationships have you been in this year?
I'm in a relationship with my family, friends and books.

Got any siblings?
Uhuh.

What kind of phone do you have?
Nokia something something? I have no idea.


Who was your last comment from?
At where? HAHA

you are no angel.

The thing about me is that I get excited too easily. When I say too easily, I actually mean, very very easily. Case in point, I was creating an account on Amazon and since I'm new they gave me this page full of reccomendations. Guess what? i saw This Lullaby. So my body went tingling all over. it's not like I don't have the book, it just excites me when I see something that I really really like. And sadly, there are too many things that I really really like. I also get excited when someone shares the same interest with me. FOr instance, when I first found out Sarah Dessen loves Friday Night Lights. I was like, OMG! there is also the situation when someone replies my comment. Example; on my birthday, Melissa Walker commented my blog. I was so thrilled, I could almost feel the euphoria all over. Adrenaline rushing through my veins.

Sometimes I just wish I'm not that easy to read. But I am, and theres nothing I can do about it. Even i there is, I don't want to because if I'm hard to read that its going to be hard for people to buy me presents and they'll buy me stuffs that I don't like. So the fact that I am easy to read is a win-win situation. I get stuffs I enjoy, plus it saves people all the trouble.


Waterpak,
TIQA

What a co-ink-e-dence

Uncle Naquib's (pronounced; Najib) wedding was fun, at least. No cute guys in sight. There were some Matsalleh, as us Malaysian would say. But sadly, none in the age range I was looking for. HAHA. There were some family that came all the way from UK, Cairo to attend the wedding. Aunty Yasmin flew from Sydney just to be there. Lallana (i think her name was) looks so different from the last time I saw her. Well, that would be telling, as I last saw her 6 years ago. I don't even remember that it was Aunty Yasmin if it wasn't for her husband, Uncle Noel(is that how you spell it?). I remember him from our trip to Sydney ages ago. Oooh, this is so cute. Allisya and Lallana's lil sister(i don't remember her name) is best friends at first sight. They were holding hands all the time. Lallana's little sister actually cried when Allisya had to go back. They were hugging each other, not letting go. Ahhh. How I miss to be 3 years old again. It brings you back to time when you are so naive, that you'd never want that day to end. I've grown up, and I've learned that with each day that has ended, comes another day with another surprise and maybe somehow If you're lucky enough, you'll still stumble across those days where you'd rather get shot in the heart than to end the day that people find so rare it could almost be extinct.

It was frustrating that people keep asking me if I'm still studying, and some even asked when is my turn. But, it wasn't enough to spoil my mood. I was in such good mood that someone could tear the pages of Ella Enchanted and I wouldn't even bat an eyelash. Oh, wait. Maybe not Ella Enchanted. I looove that book. Hmm, how about, If We Kiss? yeah. that sounds better.

The speeches was funny. I find Uncle Faizal's rather amusing. 27 girls in 4 years? And of course, I like the poem Uncle Naquib wrote for Aunty Rovina. I like the first two lines, obviously. It was something like ;

Rovina, Rovina, Rovina,
Darling, your name can only rhyme with Ribena,


Ah. Enough ramblings. Case in point, conclusion ; It was a fun wedding. Although I'd prefer it better if we got home earlier rather than say, 1 am? But, 'twas okay, since the reason I wanted to go home early was that I had piano class at 8am and haven't finished the homework yet. Surprise, surprise, Mr.Phua never showed up. He didn't call, so I didn't either ;p


Today is the class party. I'm still pretty worried that the neighbours would complain. Esp, since my father is the mastermind of that club. Oh, well. Better to just go along right. Whatevs.

p/s; I still hate you, Hoomy. You don't have school anymore. Urgh.

Save all the trouble.

I am my own choice. I am my own decision. I live my own life.


So why do I still hear them bitching? Dishing and talking, like everything they say would tear me apart. I'm not saying it won't, but I get to put myself together. I have to bring myself forward. I have to bear with these fears and put on a deaf ear. Life is nothing but an unexpected journey. I can't run around thinking everything is going to be my way. I can't strut my walk on the runway like the world revolves around me. I'll fall, I'll stumble around the walk, a few bruises along the way won't be enough to pull me down. I get to be strong. I get to be real. I get to confront my fears. But most of all, the thing I cherish the most, The thing that I thank god everyday when waking up in the morning, is the thing that makes me stand up proudly. I get to be true to myself.



it's going to take you a lot more than that to make me wave my white flag.


Waterpak,
TIQA

I really hate those people

who jumps on the bandwagon. Get a life. They are like puppets on a string.



My november resolution; to watch all post/video by the13 authors that got challenged by Lauren Myracle to do the SCARE-A-THON

I've already read about Meg Cabot's, am watching Scott Westerfeld's video, waiting for Maureen Johnson's vid and I just can't wait for Stephenie Meyer's. I wonder what she'll end up doing. Also John Green but I don't have his blog so I don't know where to find out about it.


these are the authors that got challenged ;


Meg Cabot, Scott Westerfeld, Libba Bray, Holly Black, M.T. Anderson, Melissa De La Cruz, Cassie Clare, Shannon Hale, Kirsten Miller, John Green, Sarah Mlynowski, Maureen Johnson and Stephenie Meyer


Can't hardly wait. *grins*

sorry, I don't do bitches.

Hai! I went to Hoomy's today. and Yes. I did badmouthed her. Not that it did any good, for me at least. She stood there grinning like an idiot when I told her I hate her and I never want to see her face again. I guess she just knows that no matter what she does, my love for her will never fade away*hand over the bucket, I need to puke* We went to KDE for breakfast. Checked out the Gym and decided we don't need any personal trainer. We have each other to lean on for support and encouragement. Went back to Hoomys and helped Nana with her English homework. It was kinda fun. We had to do this thing like you cut off one letter and make it another word, until we reach the end given word. The word given was Rich and the end word was Poor. We got stucked at Lick. Let's just say we gave out some suggestion that is not appropriate for a 8 years old to know. I then played everythinggirl.com with Ijah. Dude, that girl is seriously hostile. She actually stomps on your foot if you don't let her play when it's her turn. To think, she's only 6. Ahhh, it makes me wonder what has come to the world. Ooh, Naomi and Ely is so good. They even have this cute little icons. Like there's this two character named the same, Robin. One is a girl, the other is a boy. So when telling about The girl Robin there's this small icon indicating she's a girl, and vice versa. It's so cute.Hoomy is halfway through the book, which is a good thing for her because she's the kind of girl who buys a book, read two pages and give up. I read the excerpt of Nick and Norah's at the end of Naomi and Ely's. Fuck it. I love Rachel Cohn and David Levithan. They are so random, I can't help myself falling head over heels.

Oooh, Hoomy also taught me how to play DOTA. I'm not saying I'm getting the idea of it. All I can remember is that you have to press Enter before you chat. HAHA. I bet Azri's pissed when I wrote those craps. I don't know why people like DOTA. I mean, RO I get it. God, I used to play it. But DOTA is just running around killing people. You don't even get the chance to take a stroll, smell the flowers, drink a beer. All you get to do is Kill, kill,kill. Now I know why there are so many emos out there. In RO, you can get married. In DOTA, you can buy powerful weapons to kill the monsters. You see where I'm getting? Good.

Daddy has finally soften up and I can buy Perfect You on AMAZON. Take that, Siti Humairah!*oops, I didn't mean to reveal your first name.haha* I have to attend a wedding at Hulu Langat. Not that I'm complaining. *hints; cute guys* ^_^


you can jump in the lake, for all I care.


Waterpak,
TIQA

Hey, sexy thing.

Dear Liyana, I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm selling myself. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me with Paris Hilton and I saw you knock out the crazy monk. I'm sure you're open enough to understand that your pimples are at the last stage. I'm returning the cut toenails to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked our friendship.

-Best regards,
Tiqa Khairi


Dear (the last one to comment you on your blog).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___,-Your name-


1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - CastratePink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family


I tag:
-Fatin
-Qeyla

if you're mad, I don't feel sad.

your words, they don't define me.

did you really think I was that weaks

This is what happens.

Greetings to all you earthlings. How was your day? Did you manage to finish the book you've been reading for the past two weeks? Or did you spent all of the morning and evening catching up with your sleep? Well, whatever it is that you did, I hope you had a good time doing it, because I sure as hell did. I got up at noon, and before you start saying what a lazy ass I am, I think I ought to say that I slept at 5 in the morning so waking up at noon isn't that bad. I watched Heroes because I missed yesterday's show due to being a kind and lovely sister(don't ask, long story), after that I hand over the remote to my little brother and went online searching in vain for Brothers and Sisters Season 2 Videos. Sadly, I had to download this thing called netflix and godknows I don't dare to download it, I had to settle watching Kitty and Robert's sweet moments on Youtube. And frankly, I kind of melted a bit. Yes, I admit. I'm a sucker for sweet romance. Time passes by like lightning, and the next thing I know it's already 5 o'clock.

Hoomy called to tell me that she just got Naomi and Ely's No Kiss List in the mail. I was fucking cursing her. I even threatened to put down the phone. It's just so not fair. Hopefully, I'm allowed to go to her house tomorrow so that I can badmouth her infront of her(kurangkan dosa sikit).


I am counting the minutes till 10 o'clock. I am so going to watch October Road. HAHA. Take that, Robbie Williams! (yes, I'm not making any sense right now). All you have to do right now is to thank god for not having to sit next to me because the next thing you know, I might just list down the 1000 places you should go before you die.

I was having this strange urge to send emails, probably due to reading The Guy Next Door so I did what I've been wanting to do for the past few weeks. I sent an email to Kinokuniya regarding the book Perfect You. Kinokuniya replied my email. Here is the email, and note: I am in drowning in my tears right now as I type this.


Re: Perfect You by Elizabeth Scott‏
From: KINOKUNIYA BOOK STORES (mys@kinokuniya.com)
Sent: Friday, 7 Nov, 2008 4: 37 PM
To: atieqqa khairi (the_rulez@hotmail.com)

Dear Atiqah, FYI, I already checked with our supplier unfortunately they out of stockfor the mentioned book.
Sorry for the inconvenience caused.
Thank you and have a good day.
Regards,Lis...
On Fri, 7 Nov 2008 01:10:42 +0800atieqqa khairi wrote:

> > I am Nurul 'Atiqah from Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. I am a huge fan of your store in KLCC and I often go to your store. I was reading your FAQ and on question 3, asking wether can I order a title that BookWeb Malaysia does not carry at the moment, you answered and quoted " Yes, we can try to source for the title for you. Please write to mys@kinokuniya.com with the details of the title that you are looking for."

> > Therefore, I would like to give you details about the book that I hope you'd order it because I bet thousands of teenagers would go out and grab it like it's a 50% off on a Gucci sunglasses.
> > > The book is Perfect You by author, Elizabeth Scott. A notorious author among YA novels fan. > > >

Title :Perfect You>
Author :Elizabeth Scott>
Publisher :Simon Pulse (Paperback)
Genre :FictionISBN: 9781416953555
Number of Pages :304 pages
> Price in U.S :US$9.99>

> this is a link that gives you details about this book ;> > http://www.teenreads.com/reviews/9781416953555.asp> > >


> I am crossing my fingers and hopefully you'd be kind enough to order this book. I'm sure you won't regret it. > >
Your co-operation is very much appreciated. I would also like to receive an e-mail telling about the progress you did in search for the book. > > >
Yours faithfully,>
Nurul 'Atiqah.> > > > > > > > > > > >

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Yawn. Hey, where's the sun?

Ohmigod. Can you believe this. For the first time in these past few weeks, I don't feel like blogging. Maybe because I've been blogging way too much, (craps included) or maybe because I've finally realised that people couldn't careless what I think or what I did. I just can't believe I'm not in the mood of blogging. It's so insane it's almost impossible. Okay. Cut the dramatic act (eventhough I'm known for being dramatic,just look at the blog title!) I am going to force myself to blog, although my brain is jammed with stuffs that I'm sure no one would even want to know. Like for example : The movie Bride Wars starring Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway was written by Karen Mccullah Lutz who also wrote for movies like 10 Things I hate about You, Legally Blonde, House Bunny and her debut novel(which I read, does it sound like boasting? because seriously, I'm not) The Bachelorette Party which is a pretty good book except it's not really appropriate for a 15 years old girl but if I look like I'm 19 then where's the trouble right? Oooh. Karen is also good friends with Selma Blair. She acknowledged her in the book but I'm not really sure since she wrote S.Blair so it could be anyone from Susan Blair, Sarah Blair to Shane Blai.. Oh god, I'm babbling again aren't I? I hate it when it happens. Which is actually, probably all the time.

Moving on, I just got back from Tina's. I was the first to arrive and the last to saddle my horse straight to home (that's a metaphor in case you didn't know). Urgh. Isn't it just infuriating when you want to blog but you have no idea what to blog about? Because its killing me right now. It just seems like a pointless task. You know, to blog about what to blog and how frustrating it is having no idea to blog about. Am I makin sense here? Am not? Well, ignorance is very much appreciated. After all, as they say, IGNORANCE IS BLISS. Ah well. Better quit before it gets worse, it can't be cured and regrets is just inevitable. So, until we talk again (at least I am, I mean technically) and until my brain works efficiently pouring out ideas to blog about endlessly, I would like to say so long, farewell and it's time to say goodbye. (i know I'm quoting playhouse Disney but right now, I don't give a -censored word, not suitable for those easily influenced- about it.


p/s; isn't this girl cute? :)

this is it, my time to shine

I searched my blog on Google, and there is 24 results! Haha, I don't know why I'm so excited about it but I am. Most are from me sending other people comment but I found one or two website that linked my blog. HAHA, Im so happy. There's this one blog that linked my post where I told about He's Just Not That into You.
check it out: http://reportnewmexico.blogspot.com/2008/09/scarlett-johansson-wiki-penelope-cruz.html

I AM SO PROUD :)

don't know why I loveeee celebrities

Deyn, Keough and Kravitz burns the night up!

at this time of picture, Riley was 15 and Rumer was 16. FUCK right?

for Cipah, I know you love them :)