Saturday, December 26, 2009

I encourage YOU to follow MY lead

Holidays are ending soon which just makes me go 'Sucks. I practically did nothing during the holiday'. While I'm sure everyone is psyched up with the thought of going back to school, I'm not. I mean, sure it'll be great to see friends and chat around but HOMEWORKS? Thanks, but I'll pass. I'd rather spend my whole year lazing around in the house than go to school. I wish I could skip this last remaining year of high school and get on with college already. And while we're at it, let's skip SPM. God, even the thought of it. I pretty much flunked most of my subjects this year so I have no idea how I'm going to cope with it next year. Fingers crossed everyone.

We don't always get what we want, do we? Looks like Form 5's the path for me. (as if I have any other option)

I do nothing except for watching Glee repeatedly. I haven't seen 113 yet because I'd like to drag it out for as long as I can. The thought of waiting till April sickens me :'( Where am I going to get my daily dosage of the over-confident singing starlet who post a video each day on her myspace page and puts a star next to her name everytime. Pricelesssssss.



I'm still on a dilemma though as to being a Puckberry fan or a Rachinn. So I came up with an epiphany which is more like a solution : I'll be a Puckleberry Chinn fan! *do you notice the pun? It's from the classic Huckleberry Finn. Am I so brilliant or what?

I know everyone's hyped up on Puckberry. I loveeeeeeee Puck and Rachel. I think Puck is really reallly funny. God bless your badass-ness, Noah Puckerman. However, I'll always feel guilty watching Finn. He's just so dumb, he cracks me up. His expressions after swallowing that Vitamin D, epicly adorable.

Not to forget the baby name suggestion. Drizzle! Seriously, Finn. Can I marry you now? Not to mention his name is Finn which is like my favourite boy name. Thanks to Dona for reminding me this.




Okay, despite my gushing out on and on about Finn, he's not my favourite. Not even Rachel. It has got to be Kurt Hummel. His lines are so funny, you're forgiven for LOL-snorting at it.

Kurt : She even said that if I'd get caught talking to Mr. Shue's kids, she's gonna shave my head. And I can't rock that look. Even Justin Timberlake is growing his fro back.

Did I mentioned he's also gay? Come on, how wonderful is that. I wish he's my bestfriend. I badly want a gay bestfriend. They are the best. By gay, I mean, real gay. Not pretend gay.

E! listed Puckberry as their favourite couple along with some others like Jim and Pam, THE OFFICE; Tami and Eric Taylor, FNL in their TV Couples We Love. There's also a list for retro tv couples that has Liz and Michael from Roswell! I used to watch that show just for the both of them. (I so want to watch My So Called Life! It's considered epic, even) While we don't have the privilage of voting for TVs favourite couple on E!, we can do it for Portrait's Magazine Top Young TV Ships 2010 in favourite young couple. So go ahead and voteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Cappie and Casey from Greek are on both :-)

Blair and Chuck is number one with the Puckberry running close at 2nd. Watching GG S3 makes me really love Blair/Chuck. I think I prefer them in s3 than in s2. I love them without all that drama.

Remember how I commented that Zoe Saldana's acting wasn't that remarkable on Star Trek and that's why I think Anna Kendrick has to win the Best Supporting Actress spot? Well, I'm not going to take it back but I finally realise that Saldana's on the list not for Star Trek but (I guess) for Avatar. I keep getting flashbacks of Scott Porter everytime I see Sam Worthington on the screen. Do they even look alike? Anyway, here's a trailer of an upcoming movie starring the beautiful Saldana ;







Cool, right? Remember, you hear it from me.
One thing that I just can't get over with is that EW listed Jay Baruchel and Garrett Hedlund as top 10 to look out in 2010. I'm sorry but I've loved Garrett ever since Troy and Jay ever since 40 year old virgin. I am happy that they finally get their spotlight but I've loved them even before it. Garrett's just Body Wonderland while Jay's the cutest geek I've known after Cera.


There's tons of EW's Best of Decades list on the website, so make sure to check it out. I loved most of them but I'll never forgive them for that bad Catching Fire review.

Well, so longgggggggggggg. I'm off to watch TBL (which just makes me more depressing seeing as how thin the models are)

Monday, December 7, 2009

Now You Lift Your Eyes To The Sun


let me start by saying I am a helplessly lazy ass girl when it comes to holiday. Okay, no. I'm fibbing. I am generally a lazy ass girl which just shows my tendency to procascinate all the time. I can't remember who but there was this author who listed her job on twitter as world-class procascinator and I thought, wow. If there were such thing, I'd aced at it.

Anyway, as I was saying. I'm helpless during holidays. I do nothing but laze and lounge around in the house probably gaining an extra 5 kg which goes completely against my holiday resolution which is ironically, to LOSE 5 kg. Sad, yes. My life is.

I spent the first 2 week just screaming around at my brothers to clean up the house and please please just for god's sake, don't mess around when I just cleaned it up 5 minutes ago. And in that span of 2 weeks, my little brother came up with a lot of nicknames for me. Which I would not list out here because Im not one to dwell on the past. Plus, some of it still stings. *sighs dramatically*

two days before new moon came out, i ordered most of the tickets i could get for 5 days. I'm just obsessive like that. I know I know. Its such a bad thing to do. Others are trying to book the ticket and actually go to the cinema and get it. I just like to get my alternatives straight just in case someone came up to me and said hey lets watch new moon and i can say hey! I've got the tickets. Be prepared, its the best advice in life.

And guess, what? Someone did came up and asked me! I went to watch on the third day and we didn't even end up using the tickets I booked. HAHA. Well, there's always next time.

I have mixed feelings over the movie. AND YES, I was cursing when stupid dgnoego edhgo hod SAM ULEY came out. hfohgbog hohdhfoho. I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU SAM ULEY FOR BREAKING LEAH'S HEART, IMPRINT OR NOT! I DON'T CARE!! e^@$#@$#^&^(*^*%#%^#

Back to New Moon.

The action could have been cooler. Come on, Chris Weitz. I've seen The Golden Compasses. What happened? But all in all, it's okay. I can't wait for Eclipse though. Don't cut Leah out of it, Melissa Rosenberg. (I think that's the screenwriter's name) LEAH IS THE BOMB and if you're wondering why I'm getting all worked up over her, it's because BETRAYAL disgust me. It's sickening. GOSH.


This week I nursed myself with high dosage of dvds. and 11 mangas. MUHUHHAHAHAHAH.

(Okay I know the statement does not call for an evil laugh but I'm just weird like that. Get over it)
I watched Lions For Lambs 4 times because its too inspirational for my own good. It makes me want to be a Senator. (that just reminds me of Senator Robert McCalister. I love you. Forever)

Alice Upside Down, Skins Season 3, One Tree Hill Season 1& 4, Eagle Eye, Seven Pounds, The Duchess and Hana Yori Dango are just a few of the dvds I watched this week.

I borrowed Hana Yori from my Japan-obsessed cousin. She's also the source for all the 11 mangas. The mangas just made me fall in love with Motomi Kyousuke all over. I love youu. And yes, I did some amateur sketching after marvelling over all those beautiful drawings but it's really really bad. I want wonder hands! :(

For the umpteenth time, I read Socrates In Love manga and cried like a baby. I want to read the actual novel which I think is going to be more heartbreaking and I'm in the mood of bawling my eyes out this holiday.

Speaking of which, I couldn't hold myself any longer and wait for my dad to print out Catching Fire so I just read the E-book. And just writing this is making me cry because I now, so so so badly want to hold it in my hands. Feel the paper, read the words from ink. I LOVE SUZANNE COLLINS. If she was right in front of me right now, I will grab her face and kiss her with all my might. I want to make everyone read The Hunger Games trilogy if I could. How can you not love it? I know most people gave it a chance because of that Stephenie Meyer blurb but I was more interested with the Stephen King's. Come on man. Stephen King loves the book. Stephen King, who already sold movie rights for his new book two weeks before its even out? COME ON. Catching Fire's suspense kills me. And the conclusion was way off my expectation. I can't believe it. And the Game was whoah. Intense.

I cried along reading this book and I know how everyone is crazy over Peeta but my heart's Gale since the first book. GALE GALE GALE. I want to do a fan page for Gale. I love Gale. Peeta's sweet too. I love him too. Gosh. This is the hardest thing. I can't make up my decision. They're both so so wonderful, in different ways. I guess Peeta's stronger but Gale, it's just. This is too painful. This is what Suzanne Collins have done to me. She has torn me apart.

You can ignore the last paragraph if you want if it doesn't make sense. Just so you know, I love The Hunger Games trilogy and you are missing out in life.

I dn't feel like blogging anymore. I want to read about Gale again. and again and again.



Let me end with this quote from OTH :
“Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists. It is real. It is possible. It is yours.
- Ayn Rand”

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Vote For Your Choice!

Hi! Have you guys cast your votes for People's Choice Award yet? No? Dude? What the hell are you waiting for, World War 3? Go and vote. I love voting especially when its open to me ( in Malaysia) because there is a lot of awards where only U.S citizens are entitled to vote so once in a while when an opportunity like this jumps out, grab it! Grab it, hold on to it, squeeze it real tight. You get the idea already?

Okay. The point I'm asking you guys to vote is to persuade you to vote for my favourites. Hello, I need help here. At least I'm not doing it like Sam and Naomi did in the last Private Practice episode. Shame on them *shaking my head*

Back to voting. Ok, seriously. I won't object to every category you vote because it's a free country, right? I mean, you have your right to vote your own choice.

Who are you voting for in the Favourite Breakout Movie Actress category?



It has to be Anna Kendrick, right? I mean. Who else should win this category? Okay, maybe Ginnifer Goodwin is a VERY GOOD actress.


She was really convincing as obsessed Gigi in He's Just Not That Into You and I quite like her in Big Love. Oh yes. On a particular miserable day when nothing on television seems bearable to watch, I turned to Big Love because I mean, it was my last resort. At least I knew there was Chloe Sevigny so it wouldn't suck that much, right? Its surprisingly kind of intriguing although I have yet to agree on polygamy. It just seem all too wrong for me. And imagine my surprise when I saw Amanda Seyfried in it! Man, that girl is everywhere nowadays (Mamma Mia!, Jennifer's Body, Dear John) but Im not complaining. She deserves it especially after playing a character that thinks her boobs can tell the weather (in Mean Girls). That's simply disturbing.


-- Wait a minute.
Did I just got sidetracked, again? Shit. Why does this always happen to me? Come on! You don't see this happening to Maureen Johnson or Xiaxue for whats its worth right? Gawwd.

Ginnifer's good but I doubt she's a breakout actress. She's quite famous already. She was in Walk The Line.

I like Zoe Saldana. Don't get me wrong. I think she's real pretty but breakout actress? She doesnt really stand out in Star Trek.


I don't even want to talk about Emily Osment and Miley Cyrus.



Anywayyy, here's why I think everyone should vote for Anna Kendrick :

She is unbelieveably talented. Period.

You guys have seen Camp, right? Remember that movie with all that singing when we were 10 or 11? Yeah. Wasn't she just spectacular in it?


Did you saw Rocket Science? Hello? Who else could play that character besides her? She was a total lovely manipulative bitch.


And you've gotta admit, she was really good as whiny jealous Jessica in Twilight, right?

Plus, she's starring in a movie with George Clooney and based on reviews, she's stealing the limelight. Now, are you convinced? ( By the way, I really really want to watch the movie. It's called Up In The Air, directed by Jason Reitman who directed Juno so you know it's gonna be good and here's the trailer)




SO please please please vote for Anna Kendrick. She deserves it.


A category that left me hesitating was for Favourite Movie Actress.



I was torn apart over Jennifer Aniston, Drew Barrymore, Anne Hathaway and Sandra Bullock.

I really hugely love Jennifer Aniston, despite what others have been saying on her acting but I just can't. I love you Jen An but I have to go for Anne Hathaway. Drew's amazing too but I haven't seen Whip It yet so I can't be biased. As for Sandra, I love you, comedy queen. You will always be my comedy queen. Im sorry. It was a really tough decision. Why couldn't they just put Amy Adams on it? Id choose her anytime of the day. Speaking of, I just saw her new movie, Leap Year's trailer and despite the fact that it totally ruined the whole movie, I still want to see it.



((I at last decided to vote for all four of them)

Who are you thinking of voting for Favourite Movie Actress?

On a totally unrelated note, I saw Mermaid today and may I just say this, Christina Ricci is officially my favourite child actress. (although she's all grown up now)




Saturday, November 7, 2009

Marc Johns is a genius.

Go and check him out. Seriously. Even Ashton Kutcher twittered about him.



Im Just Warming Up

I will not blog about freedom because really when you think about it, we are getting nearer to SPM and that ain't ever a good thing. Let's just get this over with, right?

I sincerely have no idea what to blog about which just ridicules me because that happens every time I end up on this page. You wouldve thought I'd plan out what to blog first but noooo, of course not. Atiqah believe ideas will just spring out of life. Well, jokes on you! Hah!

Is it wrong to be wanting to slap the Ridpest guy? Because he's here now and he's all bloody perky, I want to throw my flu-covered tissues at him! He goes like :

The guy : Adik cuti sekolah eh? Hehehe.
Me : Sabtu lah.
The guy : Oh ha'ah lah! Hari ni Sabtu! Hahahha.
Me : Heh.
The guy : Saya check dekat belakang eh? Boleh tak? Hehe.
Me : Okay.
The guy : Saya pergi dulu eh. Hehehe.

I swear to god. Don't you just wish you could strike his head with a candlestick?

Okay. R&R. Rephrase and Redirect. It's something from Anger Management. I learnt that in Sarah Dessen's Just Listen where the chracter Owen Armstrong has anger issue. He's the coolest, that Owen. So, see. You learn a lot of things just by reading.

Okay. Stop. I will not try and brainwash you guys to read. Stop.

A moment of silence please.

Master Yoga, do your thang.

And, we're back in 3, 2, 1! Action -

So who loves Adam Brody? Angkat bulu ketiak! If you aren't raising your arms ( or in this case your armpit's hair) You are in serious denial. Who doesn't love Adam Brody? Forget the fact that he's Jew. Except for Aiman of course. I get it Aiman. You dont strike me as gay. Maybe? Haha. Jk.

Doesn't this make you sad? :(

But STOP RIGHT THERE! It is not worth your life. Because I've seen Dianna Agron in Glee (Okay I admit I've only seen 2 episode but that's gonna change when NTV7 airs it! Whoop-de-doo) and she's totally adorable although I love Lea Michele better.




She's not head-turning-lighten-up-the-room kind of beautiful but she's cute and you know what I hate people who goes "She's nothing special" or "She's not that beautiful" because so what? You aren't that beautiful either. Beauty is skin deep, okay. So stop judging.

I don't like Angelina Jolie but I still think she's pretty because you know what? She is. That doesn't make me love her. But I'm not gonna lie either.


This is not going anywhere so I might as well just stop. So long. Farewell.


Sunday, October 4, 2009

I've Always Wanted To Fall From The Sky

You!
Yes,
You.
Everyone.

Must.
Go.
And.
Watch


Its comedy genius! Frances McDormand was priceless as Miss Guinever Pettigrew. Her bluntness is to die for. Amy Adams as shallow and ditzy Delysia Lafosse was very convincing. I just absolutely marvel over the amazing screenplay which is written by Simon Buefoy! (he wrote the screenplay for slumdog millionaire)

Like this one for instance ;

Guinevere Pettigrew: "Four's a Crowd"'s a wonderful movie. Who were you?
Delysia Lafosse: The crowd.

but that's not even the best part. God, no. The best part is that Lee Pace (yes that one from Pushing Daisies) was in it! I was literally gaping at the screen when he appeared. He's so dreamy in this one. Trust me. It gives me the chills. and thrills.



Yep. You're right. Your vision did not tricked you. He's a pianist in this movie. How much dreamier can you get?

He's also in the upcoming movie, When In Rome. However, he plays a jerk in the movie. Oh well, you can't always be the hero now can you? The trailer is hilarious but don't watch it. Seriously. Do not click on it. It will just frustrate you more because you then have to wait until next year. Sigh.

Oh Oh Oh. Jennifer Garner a.k.a mlcc (my lesbian celebrity crush) new movie, The Invention of Lying's trailer is out and about! Woohoo. I really really love it. You have got to watch the trailer. Really. You can click on this one. Yep. Click on it. Isn't she so pretty? She's perfect. She's the epitome of perfection. To hell with you, Jolie.


I need my lunch. G'day everybody.

Guess Who's Back at Polyvore?





Bahaha. I have no idea what to do. I've played all the games at people.com. I wanted to edit my blog header but my brain is currently empty so I searched and searched and played with textures and walla, a set is produced. I hate how my sets are so messy. I need to organize it nicely but memang aku rajin ah kan sekarang? Bahahaha. I should be studying but yet here I am.

I missed True Blood. I need to get a life.



Saturday, October 3, 2009

Is Everyone Here Make-Believe?

Err, Hi? I know I'm practically dead nowadays but hell with it. I blog when I want. (which is actually like never)

I don't have any kind of discrimination towards blogging. However, when it comes to me blogging, well, let's just put it this was : I have better things to do.

I do not know how to start. BLANK. BLANK.

BLANK.
BLANK.
BLANK.


I finally bought Lovestruck Summer by Melissa Walker. She's the first ever author to comment on my blog (this blog). Don't ask me how she found it. I have no idea. She even wished me happy birthday! God, was I thrilled. Anyway, Lovestruck Summer is about Quinn's journey staying at Austin with her crazy sorrority cousin while interning at a major indie label.






See, the thing with me is that I love reading books about music. I loved Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. I especially love the music references. Belle and Sebastian was an amazing discovery. It was wonderful. I downloaded almost all of the songs featured in the book. Belle and Sebastian was an amazing discovery. I read Audrey, Wait!'s excerpt and I was practically jumping up and down when it mentioned Oasis's Don't Go Away. Its like a connection with the character. A bond that won't break. Music does that. So of course I'd want to read Lovestruck Summer.

I could connect with Quinn from the start. Quinn is like most of the teenagers I know.

--no this is not a review. I'm going somewhere with this.

You know that protective feeling you get when your favourite band-that-nobody-knows-about gets recognized and now everyone's ringtone is their song and you feel like f*ck them, I knew them first. Quinn's like that. Quinn hates those typical stereotype people who lists a band their favourite band just because of one song that aired on MTV. Quinn is a major indie die hard fan. She loathes country music. See, the thing with Austin is you get the best of both world ( I sound so Hannah Montana). Texas is of course the capital for country music and there's the indie world. Austin Music Fest is packed with indie bands.

Anyway, back to the book. Quinn's cousin's neighbour, Russ is the typical frat cowboy. Of course, being a cowboy who is also in fraternity, he likes country music. But here's the major twist, Russ loves all types of music. He embraces every one of it. Even covers. Quinn, being the stereotype complains, like all of us (including me) about how no one knew of her favourite band until it appears on MTV. I was with Quinn all the way. Hell yeah!

Until Russ gave a life altering (okay not exactly but you get my point right? ) speech (more like a conversation but then again)


Okay here's part of the conversation :
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Quinn : I know what I like. It's a certain type of music and I'm just not into stuff like bluegrass and banjos.

Russ : Music is music, Priscilla. (oh yeah, Russ calls Quinn by her first name) If you love music, you give it all a listen. You see what there is to learn in every song you hear. You take chances on shows. That's part of it.

Quinn : You think that manufactured pop countdown is music?

Russ : Lots of your indie bands end up on those charts, let's not forget.

Quinn : I know. And I hate that. I hate when annoying giggly girls know one song from a great band because it just happened to be on a movie soundtrack or something. They're totally co-opting the music and sellling out the sound.

Russ : Do you hear yourself? You sound like a conspiracy theorist. Who cares? If she likes the music, she likes the music. You don't own it. You can't tell people what to like -you can't control who likes the band you like.

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I don't know about you but while I was reading it, it was like a bell rang in my head. Ding! It's so so true. We are the typical stereotype. We judge people for what they like. We have no right yet we still do it. Then, we hate it when it happens to us. I know I am. I was majorly pissed when Mayday Parade's video clip was on MTV. I was like, 'oh no now everyone's going to find out about them'. The same goes with Story of The Year and Motion City Soundtrack. I wanted to keep them a secret. However, at the end of the day, it's not mine to keep. Its not mine.

Oh the book ended with Russ teaching Quinn about the beauty of universality in music.

The same goes with everything. Books, clothes, brands. It's a free world. So, as I'm trying to be more generous I'll share with you some of my current favourites like

Simone Elkeles's Perfect Chemistry.


Gosh. I want this book so bad. Since it was first published which was like what? December 2008? Grr. I've been waiting for Kinokuniya to carry this title. Grrr. They are finally carrying this title and can you believe my luck? It wasn't there when I went. God. I'm aching for this book. Somebody please sponsor me. Please please. It's only RM40.57. It has the best book tailer ever.

Even Meg Cabot bought a copy! Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Speaking of Meg Cabot, the new cover for the 3rd book in the airhead series is so gohjas. It's title is Runaway and this is the cover :



Gohjas gila. I'm regretting for not following this series. I am so going to read Airhead and Being Nikki now.

And a book to look forward to :



Fiona can be hard to get along with: she's a little prickly, clueless, opinionated, and unrelenting. When a course on marriage, a requirement for graduation, forces her to wed Todd, a male cheerleader, she is flabbergasted. They are the worst match on the planet, and she just knows this will be torture. To make matters worse, her best friend announces that she is in love with Fiona's lifelong crush, and that she finds Fiona too self-absorbed. Fiona is, of course, hurt, and left without a friend on whom she can rely. However, her senior year is also filled with hilarious situations. As she deals with her trials and tribulations, Fiona learns a great deal about herself and about how to interact with other people. While the book is laugh-out-loud funny in some places, it also gives readers time to pause and think about priorities, relationships, and making the most of trying situations

I can't wait for this one! Goshhhhhhhh.

Tunggu lah kau February 2010. Aku akan datang berlari.


Okay okay. I've got to go. Bye Bye.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Thou Shalt Not Forget Ze False Pretense

I've never been good with self confidence. I can't really put my fingers on WHY because I so do not want to crack my head figuring out why I have such a low self esteem.

I've read enough articles on self-help about your image to know that I'm not supposed to criticise myself but then again, what am I left to do? Humairah says I think too much. I don't know. But I do know this : it's one of the reason I don't blog that much lately as I'm afraid my writing sucks. (Okay, okay. My writing DO suck)

Since Aiman has been bugging me on and on about posting, I've decided that I will. But before you start glorifying over the fact that I'm posting this because of you, Aiman, let me state that I do plan on having a major comeback (this isn't as major as I think I was planning it to be) way back before you asked me to.

Oh and after a round-up survey I've finally realised that a post is more interesting with the presence of pictures --Okay, so it's not exactly a survey since I'm the only who thinks so -- but I find myself more interested with post that have images on it.

Then I figured, why the hell not? If Meg Cabot can do it, then so can I.

So off I went with this great determination to create a post filled with colourful images until suddenly my mind went blank...

WHAT KIND OF IMAGES SHOULD I UPLOAD MEHH?

HAH! TOTAL PARTY POOPER (oookay. random)


So... let me tell you about a website I'm currently addicted to -while it's not totally a new up and coming website-- I'm sure none of you ever thought of visiting it. Well, a lot of regret is coming your way, Huhn. Because this is totally shit stuff I tell you! And don't get me started on the hilarity of it all.

Have you always wanted to see the resemblance of Zac Efron with a dog?

Or the similarity between Michael Jackson and an egyptian statue?

Head down to www.totallylookslike.com and I bet you, you won't be dissapointed.

One post though really did impressed me. I don't know if this is a coincidence or not but really, what do you think?




Freaky, right? Awesome.

All this reminds me of a post Coco Rocha did on her blog where she blogged her resemblance with a, wait for it, wait for it...



Yep! ET! Haha. And to think Coco was really cool and aloof about that. Wow. She must have really high self confidence meh.

While I'm not high on self confidence I think its totally a major self esteem booster everytime I remind myself that I did a good job on choosing my celebrity crush.

I kind of feel bad for those who are crazy over RPatz because I mean, how do you sleep at night when you see this face looking back at you?

HAH! IN YOUR FACE.

At least I can indulge myself over this --






Which by the way, is the least attractive image I could find of him on the internet and that said, it's far far faaaaaaaaaaaar way better than RPatz.

I'd take this cannibalistic serial killer over Edward Cullen any time of the day.

Oh and he hangs out with Claudia Schiffer? Totally rufus. At least he's not spending time spoking pot like that ridiculous Rob.


I am off now

but you will find me within, smiling at my jewels and laughing at the world --


(the last sentence is from Ella Enchanted, my all time favourite book)

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

word processing program

let's just pretend that we are aiming higher and it's all for the better.

let's just stare at the mistake and wait till it break,

don't you now?

Me, I am the past and you are the present and She is the future.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I Thought You Knew How To Be Scared

I really love Sarah Dessen's books because her words are alway so true and totally quotable. The way she narrates a character, unbelieveably cool.


Recently, she did a contest. To enter, you must take a picture that reminds you of any scene in any of her book. Here are two of the images that I think is really really really amazing :



This is from The Truth About Forever



This is from Just Listen

Friday, June 19, 2009

This Envelope Will Represent My Heart

my favourite song since 2007 :)
I need to learn to play this on piano.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

For Tonight You're Only Here to Know

I guess saying that I'm lazy is an understatement. I just don't have enough self will to go through all the things that I'm supposed to. I just love to laze around. I also always procastinate. Hell, I'm a world class procastinator. That said, you won't be surprised at how many homeworks I have delayed till the end. I frustrates myself sometimes. I want to bang my head on the wall for being so lazy. I do not know what to do. I'm just extremely lazy. What the eff? I mean, since I know my problem shouldn't I be finding ways to change it? TO over turn the problem? Oh I suck. I also almost always never finish what I start. Exhibit A : My Book Blog. I have tons of books to review but yet when I have all the time in the world, I do nothing. I suck. Gosh. I know that. I really do. I need to change, I know that too.


The thing is, I need someone who will scream at me. Who will force me to do all this. Who won't give up till I change. I need someone who will do that for me and who I love too much to hate despite the fact that said someone would be forcing me to do stuffs I hate to do. Where can I sign up to find that someone? Oh and if you're thinking I want this someone for romantic reasons you couldn't be more wrong. I just want someone 24/7 to tell me what to do. To make me want to be a better person.


Shit. I am totally not making sense here. I do not know why I just wrote that. I think it's prolly because I'm bored and everyone is offline meaning I can't annoy the crap out of them. Heh. I need to sleep. Or watch tv.

Anything.
I need to get away from the computer.
I need to be better.

Bye bye. Sleep tight. Okay, I suck.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

HOLD ME TIGHT OR YOU'LL BE DEAD

I NEED BOOOOOOOOOOOOKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Ahh. I feel like emailing Steph Su right now and just randomly give her the titles so that she'll mail it straight away and I'll get it faster but I know Ill regret it I need to carefully pick out the titles. Allllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

I am not sure if I'm dealing with a serious case of insomnia or if I'm just forcing myself to stay awake. How do you figure that out? Ahaha. Internet sucks. It keeps me awake. I've just watched How To Deal on Youtube because I'm too damn impatient. I didn't watched the whole movie though because I have this weird feeling that says I'm going to regret watching it on Youtube.

I'll be the happiest person in the world if I get Boys Next Door today. Seriously. I want to live in NY just so I can go to the BEA. Berapa ribu arcs dapat dekat situ. Tupid-say. Tupid-say. Abi-bay. Abi-bay. And I hate hate everyone who has read Catching Fire. Shit lah. Its out on September. No fair wey. I love Gale. I love Katniss. I hate you guys.

Okay I talk crap. Bye. I need to get ready because its 8 am and I haven't showered plus I'm pretty sure I have panda eyes right now. But that's not really a big deal. Pandas are cute, right?

Peace out, yo.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Eat Your Fruity Flavoured Toothpaste It's The Best You Can Do

I want to turn anorexic. Heh. I bet I don't have enough will-power to do so. And who the puck wants to be anorexic? I rather have 5 extra pounds hanging around me than being anorexic. Okay. I seriously don't know why I'm talking about anorexic.

I am going to sound so lame but here is the truth : I need to get hold on my much overdue homework's. I have tons oh and Alam Ria Cuti Sekolah or whatsoever? What the Hell? El-stupidos. I need to finish my history homework and update my add math homework.

I don't know why but since I've read about babi guling, I keep talking about it. It's so wickedly funny to me. Babi guling. Haha. That's a Balinese traditional food by the way. Speaking of babi (I'm not cursing, seriously), I've just learnt Pig Latin! I'm so excited because I've heard about it for so long but never really could understand it. I read See Jane Score (yep, finally bought the book) and learnt the language in there. It's not that hard. Actually, it's very easy but it might be difficult to be said spontaneously. I love learning odd languages. Example : In Jean Ure's Boys On The Brain I learned the Ibby Language. I didnt master the language but I personally find it hilarious when I curse people by saying sibtupid miboron. It's a private joke just between me and Jean Ure. *yeah right*

Have you seen all 4 of Harry Potter's trailer? It's awesome. I can't wait plus I just love Ron Weasley and Hermoine Granger. Don't worry Fatin. Rupert Grint will always be yours. I still don't know what you see in him.

Eeei- I hate Blossom. I don't know why but since I was 8 I've always hated her. She's so bossy and she thinks she's the wisest one. Her with her long strawberry blonde (is it?) hair and stupid ribbon bow. She's annoying. I know what you're going to say and that Bubbles is worse but I just don't like Blossom. At least Bubbles is annoying and she knows it. Everyone knows it. Blossom just expects people to think she's cute and adorable when I just want to hit her head with a fishing pole. I hate Blossom!!

Okay. Sorry that was just my inner 8 year old self submerging from the inside to vent out in anger what she has kept inside for so long. Duh, I was a PPG Fangirl. Isn't that obvious?

What the hell? Navid is in Cory in the House? Hahahaha. That's just disturbing.


Wello-Hello-Yellow. I've got to go because it's already 12 am and I don't plan on pulling an all-nighter. I need to go and finish watching He's Just Not That Into You that is stuck in my dvd player for the past 5 days. Plus, I've got to wake up on 10 am tomorrow for a Live chat with Melissa Walker. I'm so cool, I can hear you gasp right now. Oh and did you know, I watched Gaspard baby Ulliel yesterday! Bless Vision Four for airing Young Hannibal. Woot. I loveee Gaspard Ulliel and I forgive him for sharing the screen with Gong Li. Sorry Gong Li. I tried but I couldn't. I just don't like you.

I do not know why I'm sharing these useless information with you but crap, that's just me. Nothing to crap about!!

Okayy I'll go before Mr. Krab comes and crap me out. RUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNN!

I'm stupid, I know.


Sukanya lagu ni -- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYE1sG_cq5E&feature=channel_page

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Oh What a Beautiful Disaster

I am not dead. "Dead is so Last Year." I am Immortal. ---blufffffffffffs.

Anyway, I refuse to be away for a month and before you say anything let me clear things out : I haven't been away for a month. Its one day short of a month so seee, I still win. L-O-S-E-R.

I don't see the point of blogging or perhaps I just don't have time to blog. Fine. Maybe its because of the slow internet connection and the fact that I'm just plain lazy. Fine. You win. I'm lazy. Happy? I'm finally admitting it. I am L-A-Z-Y. I think this is going on good. After all, admitting you have a problem is the first step to recovery, right? Or something like that. I can't bloody hell remember everything. What do you take me for? Okay whatever. I am going to cherish the moment while it last because the internet connection is faaaaaaaast plus this is the only time I'll have before my father realizes that I've flunked my tests and therefore am banned from going online. Truly though, I don't think I'm all to blame. After all, I did told him I'm failing just to give him a heads up. You've gotta give me some credit for honesty, right?

Oh before I forget and because I don't always say this, THANK YOU REALLY for all the birthday wishes. I don't say thank you enough and in case you are wondering if I got your text or not, thats a yes. I did get it but I just don't like to reply back. Not to say I dont appreciate you wishing me happy birthday. I just dont like texting more.

The best birthday wish : From Rachel Vail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know its like just a comment on Facebook but what the f. I don't care. Rachel Vail wished me Happy Birthday! I still remember last year when Melissa Walker commented my blog and wished me happy birthday! I was literally intoxicated with euphoria. I am totally aware of me bragging but who the hell cares when Rachel Vail, the author of If We Kiss and You, Maybe just wished you Happy Birthday. Okay okay. I am moving on.

What did I get for my birthday? Well. Nothing. Yet. My dad says and I quote "doesn't see the point of buying you another book because I buy you books every week". In My humble opinion, he's exaggerating. He doesn't buy me a book every week. Maybe once a fortnight or so. Anyhow, I do not know what to ask for so if you could come up with an interesting idea that you think I might enjoy, please do tell.

Oh well I have to go and update my other blog because I just have to. I dont have to explain everything to you, right? Heh. Whatevs. Bye bye. I am going to figure out which books to buy :D

Monday, May 4, 2009

That Girl ; She is Divine.

Adlin Atikah Husni. Ah, where shall I began? This annoying little midget whom I glad is finally out of my sight as I can't stand having to block my eyes everytime she's within my visiblity range.

-- Kita petik kata Mubyn ' Jk la you guys. Jk okay? Jk jee. '

Walaupun tahu Adlin takkan sempat baca post ni, rasa macam nak isytiharkan pada seluruh dunia yang gila takda life online je memanjang (Okay, gila terasa) yang Adlin Atikah lah permaisuri yang mampu bertakhta di hati ini *bodoh gila.

Kenal dia waktu darjah 1. Haa, siapa nak pecah record? Bak datang ah. Tapi it isnt as great as it sound sebab kenal dia tuh macam more of a statement than a reality of mine. Dia sama kelas time darjah satu. Kita ingat pun sebab ada 3 orang nama Atiqah dalam kelas tu, so Adlin don't think this is something significant, it's not. *petik kata Mubyn lagi.

Tak rapat pun all through elementary school. Tak kisah pun apa dia buat, dia patah kaki ke kahwin lari ke. Tak kisah langsung. Then came Form 1, the year that changes both of our lives, literally, because that was the year Adlin's infatuation towardss me grew and I just can't handle it I had to get a restraining order. ( Who says I'm incapable of being dramatic?) THe truth is though, rapat dengan Adlin sebab sama bas and *coughs* Adlin ada some sort of *icantfindtheexactword* on this really lame guy on the bus and one thing leads to another, kitorang pun rapat. Nothing special, no kiss in the rain. No declaration of love on the Coffee Station. I am not Seth Cohen, people.(sumpah that came out randomly) Adlin suka gila group 15, dialah orang yang paling semangat sangat (kesalahan tatabahasa! takpa, ni some futuristic sort of hiperbola). Oh and Adlin read books. Sometimes, I read her books in advance as she is so slow ( tapi tak slow macam Dona lah). To be frank, I'm only using her to get by the books. *petik kata Mubyn lagi sekali. Tak tau lah macam mana nak describe Adlin only it has been fun laughing with and at her. Its probably one of the major reason I go to school everyday. (Terharu Adlin kalau dia baca ni)


Sayang Adlin walaupun awak bagitahu kita Jacob is a werewolf, Sayang Adlin walaupun adik dia lagi sayang kita, Sayang Adlin walaupun awak selalu lambat naik bas, Sayang Adlin walaupun dia lupa beli paper cup time reunion, Sayang Adlin walaupun dia lembik gila kena cubit sikit dah sakit, Sayang Adlin walaupun awak suka jiran awak tu (Oops, terbocor rahsia) and last but not least Sayang Adlin sebab setiap saat kita berjauhan, bayangan wajahku terbayang bayang di sinaran matamu bagaikan memujuk dirimu untuk tidak merindui ku. (Haha, siapa baca novel melayu sekarang?)


benci sri puteri sebab ambil kawan kawan yang minat membaca. Ambil lah yang loser duduk melanguk tepi jalan tu je, tak ke banyak sikit pahala?

Sunday, May 3, 2009

What Becomes of A Broken-Hearted?

Why, Hello there. I've just awaken from the dead. Its good to be alive again.

Pop quiz time ;


What happens when you don't post for a week?

The blog becomes :
A: abandoned
B: isolated
C: neglected
D: all of the above.


Enough about that, I just pre-ordered Lock and Key US Paperback version, woot. I can't wait I can't bloody wait shit I am so not kidding I am serious you see I'm serious I'm serious I'm se-- what the hell? Of course I can wait. Patience is my middle name. *barfs*

Sometimes I think this world is lacking of good keeper guys. Not the goalkeeper. Trust me, one is enough especially if he's living under the same roof. I meant the kind of guy you'd want to bake cookies and make fruit cobblers to. We all should go and watch The Good Guy and learn from there. While we're at it, us girls can totally ogle over Scott Porter (he's moderate though Kitsch, ahhh Kitsch. I can't remember why I hated him in FNL.) What the hell am I talking about? I don't even remember what The Good Guy is all about. Isn't it the movie with Alexis Bledel and Aaron Yoo? I think it is. Hmm *mind scrolling...* Nope. Can't recall. Yeah yeah. I suck, big deal.


Okay. I need to be taller. I mean that, big time!! 3 cm wouldn't hurt would it? Seriously. 5'7 isn't asking too much kan? I like being tall. It makes me feel less vulnerable than I already am. Now, everyone seems to be towering above me. Is this another way for life to show me that I'm running out of things to mention in my best feature? I'm getting shorter by the second, pimples are all over my face especially on the forehead (the one place I actually prided over being smooth), I found out that my noes are actually crooked. Way to make my day.


Oh Ray, give me some sugar. I've recently remembered how much I love Sugar Ray despite its crazy lead singer with all those tattoos. When It's Over and Someday is an all-time favourite. Sometimes, I would find myself living in the past. Seriously.

Come to look at it : I prefer Desktop Computer than Mini Laptops. I prefer old Britney than New Britney. I prefer Ipod Classic than Ipod Nano. I prefer books than audiobooks.

and those are just to name a few. I'm one old fashioned bitch. How I wish I was born in the 1930's. Okay, that is for no particular reason. It came out randomly, so excuse my mistake.


Why why, I have to go. Beauty sleep awaits. *coughs*

Friday, April 24, 2009

Want More Crap, Need To Be More Random.

Question : Why does my other blog, which only contains 17 post has more 20 followers than this one, which holds 200 post?
Answer : I'm cool. You guys just don't appreciate it.


HAHAHAHHA. Bodoh bodoh bodoh.


Okay, nak menari salsa sekarang jugak dekat tengah jalan sebab OMG, Rachel Cohn and David Levithan is up for another colloboration. That's the shizznit, homie.


quoted -"Nancy Hinkel at Knopf Books for Young Readers has acquired an untitled love story from Rachel Cohn and David Levithan. Cohn and Levithan are the authors of Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist, which was released as a movie last year; their second novel, Naomi & Ely’s No Kiss List, is in development as a feature film. The new book, which is set at Christmastime in New York City, stars 16-year-old Dash and Lily, who "meet" when Dash finds Lily’s red notebook tucked in the J.D. Salinger section at the Strand Bookstore. Inside the notebook is a scavenger hunt of sorts, to help find a potential boyfriend for Lily. The pub date is set for October 12, 2010."

Isnt that so much fun? Cohn/ Levithan has this knack of writing really random craps that makes you laugh out loud like a hyena resulting to strange weird stares given to you. Seriously. It's all No Mo, Fo Shizzo stuffs man. Its not really the kind of honest book where you can get inside the character but its freaking hilarious and I love the way they narrate each character.

Nick and Norah was fun (even though I still yearn for the purple cover. Damn You!) because I'm always up for some education on the Jersey music scene plus I can't just say no to conversations about McCartney and Lennon, right? I freaking wanna hold your hand.

Naomi and Ely is more complicated. Instead of the dual narrative voice, it comes for every corner of perpectives thus resulting to a way complex understanding but fun nevertheless. Also, this book makes me want a gay bestfriend more so badly just because I'd love to fight over the glitter belt (even if I don't own one, but hey I'm optimistic) but that problem is resolved as Winnie is officially MY GAY BESTFRIEND! Hahaha. He's on the way to be a pure gay but I'm patient, I'll guide him through. Oh, I also love the Robin girl and Robin boy relationship. I love that tiny icons they have, its adorable. As I am a bit slow on mind, I have to call Humairah at times and ask her what some icons stands for. She's fantabulous, that woman.


The new book sounds promising. Also, J. D Salinger? Awesome. I've never read any of his books but from Mark Chapman (who loves it so much he decides to follow the kid in the book and kill Lennon) and Lauren Barnholdt's obsession on Catcher In The Rye (which is why she has mentioned in two of her books) and I think I get the idea. I don't know what I'm expecting for this third collobaration but I know it'll be good, so I'll be nice and keep repeating my mantra 'book is great' until October next year.

Wish me luck, dudes.

GIVE ME A BREAK. I WANT TO BE ME.

Friday, April 17, 2009

You Gave Love A Bad Name

you want the sunrise to go back to bed, I want to make you laugh.

-Paperweight





*tahu lah lembab sebab baru dengar pasal dia.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

We Cry Mercy!

Yesterday, I went to school. On a Saturday. I am getting used to this, since this year, I've already went to school on Saturday 3 times. I like school on a Saturday, for the reason that there is no rush, crowds and unwanted noises surrounding, oh and also, no studying. That was priceless. I played hangman again, but this time with Ching Yee. I won, by a very large margin. Ching Yee keeps blaming me, saying that my words are too tough and she sucks at general knowledge. I don't think she's lying because she doesn't even know what a pistachio is. We got into a heated argument over this until I had to ask Jer Rick if pistachio is, indeed very common. I won, no surprise there. I also made a startling discovery. There is such thing as glue tape. It looks like a roller but every time you roll it, it gets sticky. I thought that its sticky because the tape has finished. Mean Ching Yee made me believe that, until Yee Xian told me otherwise. I hate Ching Yee. I seriously do. Yasmin joined PRS so she was gone most of the time. Puan Fazilah wants to cook for us for the next school on a saturday. I was happy to go along with it.

Today, I spent most of my time sitting in front of my laptop, googling, wikipedia-ing and blog surfing. I was on a midst of writing a post when I heard that familiar theme song upstairs. I dashed up and realize its Samantha Who. I should have watched this show since last year, when it premiered on NTV7. Regrets, regrets. I love Samantha Who, don't you? It reminds me of Remember Me by Sophie Kinsella. Maybe its because both of them are amnesiac, or the fact that both was a total bitch in their before-amnesia- life. A few weeks back, I found out that Cecelia Ahern created the show which results in me shrieking out loud to my poor brother's ears when I saw her name today. He actually flinched, and then punched my forearm (typical). My brother thinks I'm lunatic, I like to think of myself as an enthusiastic. There's nothing wrong with that, right? Cikgu Khalid likes Samantha Who too (I could be Dr. Suess if this rhyming thing goes on longer). Christina Applegate is adorable (and so is the soundtrack for SW. I particularly enjoyed the episode The Boss's closing song) since The Sweetest Thing. She has much nicer hair back then. Or maybe I'm just a sucker for brunette's. I'm sad that this show is ending. Another 18 days till the season finale. For the first time ever, I'm glad that Malaysia is slow because I'll still get to watch the show. (See? Totally Dr. Seuss) Consider it a sort of rerun.


Ehehehe, an exclusive of my top celebrity lesbian crush (oops. there goes my secret) with her 2nd daughter, Seraphina is out!

p/s; Aren't they so cute together?




Head down to E! Online for amazing celeb photos including a shot of adorable Mathilda Ledger with Mummy and boyfriend, Spike Jonze.



edited : just because I hate RP doesnt mean I hate New Moon. That's my second fav Twilight book. Eclipse's the first. Here you go. An official poster :




Saturday, April 11, 2009

You Don't Know Me Anymore


Now you wished you've known me better.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

I Could Break Your Heart Any Day Of The Week

There is this weird voice in my head, telling me to delete this blog. Just as I'm about to, I hear this faint glimmer of sound, screaming 'No!' and I'm not sure which one is my heart's voice.


As I know you guys practically breathes in my words, I need your help. Help Me, Help You. *lol, that sounds lame* Oh shit, what am I talking about? I am lame. I am the epitome of lame. I am ultimately the lamest person in the world.

I do not know what to write, because everytime I attempt to write something meaningful, it just comes out as forced. I still refuse to write about my day, because I do not want to be the one held responsible for your death. I am torn.

Ok. So do you know how tormenting tuesday is? First, I spend 6 hours at that stupid place where I am supposedly studying. (Truth is, inside, I am soundly asleep). Walk home from school which takes about half an hour. Reach home, do that daily routine, practices piano until its time for class at 4. Sleeps from 5-7 (due to exhaustation) then, then starts my TV routine.
8 - Lipstick Jungle
9 - 90210
930 - Ugly Betty
10 - Brothers and Sisters
1030 - Desperate Housewives

Dont you just feel sorry for me? This is what I have to endure on every tuesday.

You know what I want? Like, really badly deadly want? I want to watch Sixteen Candles and that other half of Pretty In Pink. No, its not because I am suddenly in love with Molly Ringwald. She's okay but I don't know. It sounds just so ever interesting. I feel like a movie marathon, but the oldies one rather tha the new one. I've never seen When Harry Met Sally, can you believe it? I know right. How sad, but that is the truth. Conclusion ; I am sad.


I feel so out of touch with life! ARGHHH.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Yes, This is another Book Post

But 'fraid Not! This might just catch your attention!




Yes, that is Alexis Bledel on the cover.



Description ; Ryden Malby had a plan. Step One: do well in high school, thereby achieving Step Two: get a kick-butt college scholarship. Step Three – limit her beer pong in order to keep said scholarship – wasn’t always easy. Now that she’s finally graduated, it’s time for Step Four: moving to LA to land her dream job at the city’s best publishing house. So far, Ryden’s three-for-three, but she’s about to stumble on Step Four….



When Jessica Bard, Ryden’s college nemesis—the prettiest, smartest, most ambitious girl at school—steals her perfect job, Ryden’s forced to move back to her childhood home in the Valley. Stuck with her eccentric family – a karate-obsessed dad, a politically incorrect grandma, a spoiled-brat little brother – and a growing stack of rejected job applications, Ryden starts to feel like she’s going nowhere. The only upside is spending time with her best friend Adam—and running into her hot next-door neighbor David. But if Ryden’s going to survive life as a post-grad, it may be time to come up with a new plan.


I am uberly excited for both the book and movie! :)





You read it right. It is not some kind of weird illusion. This is
written by L.C. , baby! It's her first YA novel. She signed a three-book-series contract.



This series would be about a behind-the-scenes story of a young girl who moves to L.A and unexpectedly becomes the star of a reality television show. Sounds familiar? Yes, this book is loosely based on Lauren's life. L.A Candy hits the shelves on June 16.


Are you as anxious as I am for this book?

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Celeb Junkie!

This is Dakota Fanning all grown up.




She reminds me of Amanda Seyfried




whom I've just discovered was on the cover of Francine Pascal's Victoria Martin series before she made it big. --I've read My Mother Was Never A Kid :)




Mischa Barton just broke off her almost one-year relationship with boyfriend, Luke Pritchard of The Kooks.



The final episode of ER is finally here! With my lovely Noah Wyle and guess who as the latest addition of ER doctor? Alexis Bledel! Woooooooot

click here to find out more

and finally, on a totally unrelated note, I just want to make Asue jealous because she has just developed a crush on Hugh.





I couldn't even find a picture of them holding hands so this was the best. Isnt the picture breathtaking? It looks like it came out from an ad in a magazine (just ignore the JFXonline.com thing, I know I do)


Hugh Dancy is Prince Charmont from the 2004 movie Ella Enchanted starring Anne Hathaway. (Hah, in your face. Prince Charmont is so much better in book)

He met Claire Danes on the set of Evening also starring Toni Collete, Natasha Richardson and veteran actress Vanessa Redgrave. They eventually hook up but broke up for a couple of months before giving their relationship a second chance. Hugh finally proposed on 9 Feb 2009.
HEADS UP, Pie-Pie!

Its Too Far To Survive The Fall

Do you know how tormenting it is to enter a bookstore and leave without purchasing a thing? There I was, so excited to see Jessica's Guide on the new release section, but I held my breath because I know I can't afford it. (Hardcovers are such bitchesssssss)

then I saw City of Bones and City of Ashes!

AND MY HEART LITERALLY STOPPED BEATING.


I was cursing every second in my mind.

Since I am such a total dweeb, I read Clary's birthday part in City of Bones. I just love spoilers! I don't know why.

Oh and guess what? Sweethearts the paperback version is available in MPH!

p/s; I promise the next time I post, it will contain more than 250 character anddddddd it's not going to be about books. I just can't resist posting about books! PERGHHHHHHHH.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Let's Run Away From Here

Mortal Instruments Trilogy sounds fbabigila macam best.

Oh, and If I Stay by Gayle Forman is like bloody hell interesting.


I so badly want to read Mandy Hubbard's Prada and Prejudice out on June 11!

Anyone generous enough to buy these for me? :D



Why do I have to live in Malaysia? :o

You'd Be Inclined To Be Mine For The Taking

I don't care if you've been better. All I care is that you're trying to be greater.


This is not some stupid song where I tell you about the textures of your lips, or expressing that my love to you is so deep. This is just some pathetic attempt, lame I know, but my heart yearns for something more. I am that fool who screams on the top of the hill. Who blames nature for how his life turns out to be. I am the actor playing his last scene on stage. Who puts on a mask and smiles for the world. I am the singer who belts out the melody. Who reaches the highest notes because he cant reach up high on the sky. I am at fault, guilty as charged. Frisk me up, lock me down in the chamber. My soul has drifted away, gone but always in my mine, I will remember.


(i have a pretty imaginative brain, which brings me no good. Sad to say)

Monday, March 23, 2009

You Are Not Worth The Blood That Flows In My Vein

And with tears of blood he cleansed the hand,
The hand that held the steel:
For only blood can wipe out blood,
And only tears can heal
-Oscar Wilde

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Najwa :D

I've known her for 8 years and god damn it woman, I love you!

I cant write a long post because a long post would be too long. I dont know how to start because you are so many wonderful things .


5 facts about her :


1. She's born on 7th June 1993 at Clinic Sambhi

2. Her house is like a pet shop.

3. She used to love Good Charlotte! (Haha. I still remember that)

4. She is Rupert Grint's number one fan

5. She prefer sad endings than happy endings


She is a multi-talented person. She writes beautifully, she takes ama-za-zing pictures, she's terribly good with photoshop, she plays the piano like a pro and to top all of that, she's a brilliant student!

But she is also the most modest person I know. Down-to-earth gila. She never brags about anything (except when it comes to books). Her collection of books is --well, lets just put it this way ; she's lucky I love her.

Oh, and she is a worse book-geek than I am! HAHAHAHAHA. She reads almost everything.


She used to tease me for being sentimental (because I sang along to Daniel Beddingfield's If You're Not The One) but Im sure she's much more of a softie than I will ever be. this is not a joke.

I know that we've grown apart these pst few years, Fatin but trust me when I say, you are that person who walks into my life when the whole world walks out. (I think its something like that. Tak ingatlah ur fav quote tu. Mine is so much easier ; I love you is eight letters, so is bullshit)

She was also the only one who came to my 11th Birthday Party! Yep, the only one. We ended up celebrating with my neighbours but thank you Fatin. For always being there.


I love you, Fatin Najwa even if you haven't read Perfect You yet. (haha, saja je nak tulis jugak)

I will love you sampai urat tercabut, sampai gigi tinggal dua, sampai kepala dah botak licin.


And woman, you are a damn charming lass wether you like it or not!

p/s; please invite me to your wedding :)

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Hey, How about some ego boost?

Hi!

Just a quick post to say I'm off to tuition.

Haha, NOOO!

I just felt like boasting about Lisa Mcmann (yes, that author!) who just emailed me (what can I say? ;p) to say that I have a pretty name!!


HYPERVENTILATION STARTS NOW.


Okay gtg.

I am still cracking my brain to figure out what to write about Fatin! It is so hard.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Now, Don't Go Off Running Just Yet.

There I was, relieved that I could somehow run from the frenzy of familiar faces until I saw that annoying fag from Ampang, waving his arm frantically. A greeting, perhaps? Or is he really just excited to see me? Me, and my famiy that is. All that's left to it. Oh shit. I feel so embarassed that I might even give up eating sushi if it means no one will recognize me. What were the odds that this guy, this mo (if I could say so judging from his thick mascara, and constant hand gestures) from Genting would be transferred back to Klcc's. I mean, what? Is this some sign to say that I've been eating way too much sushi? Blame my little brother on that. But, I get enough of that in Ampang and Jusco AU. Now I need to get it at Klcc too? And to make matter worse, he actually sat with us and chatted up. As if he were our long-lost cousin from Beirut. What could a girl at the peak of adolescent stage could do but to slouch and slink back on her seat, willing that she was Sabrina The Teenage Witch and could dissapear. Adding insults to injury was that when I looked up, I saw the guy opposite of me. At the kaiten, was that guy who worked at Ampang too. He, of course did some chatting of his own with my father. Who looks like he's enjoying all that attention. Gosh, the moment of terror. I can't really complain, though. It is a father's job to embarass his kids, right? Wasn't it in some guide book on parenting for dummies?



Enough about that. I can't wait for Wolverine ; The Origin. Not much excited about seeing Hugh Jackman as I am about Taylor Kitsch. I wasn't a huge fan of him as say, Sarah Dessen. There was just something distant that didn't make me connected with his alter ego, Tim Riggins in FNL. But ZOMG, he was mighty fine in the trailer. Chris Pine was a sight for sore eyes in Star Trek, that is true. Not the greatest fan, watching Blind Dating changed that for me. He has potential.


Now I feel like I'm cheating on Gaspard. How can I forget him? With his translucent skin, dreamy eyes. His gaze sears into my soul.



HAHAHHAHAHA.


I actually sound like a normal teenager, wouldn't you say?


p/s; I bought The Hunger Games. In your face!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Sorry, I Take My Coffee Black.

Okay. I am flabbergasted. I am excited. Ask me why I'm excited? (and yes, it has something to do with books. Come on, don't you know me better?) I, of all people, found out that Little Black Dress will be making a reprint of See Jane Score. If you are a loyal reader of mine and remembers every tiny little detail I've mentioned you will remember me getting heartbroken over the fact that LBD doesn't make copies of the book. So, what a joy, indeed right!

See Jane Score is written by Rachel Gibson. Its a romance novel. (Oh no, there goes my secret!) Yeap, this is me self-professing that romance novels are my guilty pleasure. Exclusive :Breaking Story! E! News worthy. But hey, if Bette from Everybody Worth Knowing can read it since she's 12, so can I. and I'm 4 years older. Well, almost. In about 2 months and a half. Stop making fun of me. As if you don't have your own guilty pleasure. Oh, yes you do. You just don't know it yet. Anyway, I've read about 3 of Rachel Gibson's book but this, thiss was my favourite. All I had to do was read the summary and fell head over heels. You know how I can't resist the classic love-hate attraction. Just think 10 Things I Hate About You, and The Notebook.



Oh god, I can't wait to get my hands on this! Seriously, seriously! Rasa macam nak keluar rumah pukul 2 pagi ketuk pintu jiran lepas tu main kejar kejar.

The strange truth is, that there is already copy of this book in stores at Kinokuniya since last year. Published by Avon. I know, I couldve read it by now. I just wanted LBD to publish it. I don't know why. Strange, isnt it? Okay. Okay. So it might be a bit because LBD's book are way cheaper than Avon's. I mean, rm19.90 compared with rm31.96 (you do the math. I suck at math). And also of the cover. LBD has much much more interesting covers which won't cause other people giving me stares.


Now, all I have to do is wait. Wait for the book here, in Malaysia. Which I don't think will take very long. As far as I know lah.

I'll definitely see me score! Woooott

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Oh, You Generous People!

I did my routine of blog hopping, just to see whats new on the lit blogs when POOF! I saw this title that, literally took my breath away. The Story Siren have decided to give out 10 arcs in honor of celebrating her 100k visitors! I KNOW RIGHT!!

10 ARCS man! I mean, like WOW! I can barely hold myself together.

* Nothing But Ghosts by Beth Kephart
* Warrior Princess by Frewin Jones
* Flygirl by Sherri L. Smith
* Breathing by Cheryl Renee Herbsman
* Coffeehouse Angel by Suzanne Selfors
* Sloane Sisters by Anna Carey
* A Map of the Known World by Lisa Anne Sandell
* Sea Change by Aimee Friedman
* Something Maybe by Elizabeth Scott
* The Forest of Hands and Teeth by Carrie Ryan



I know for sure that my chances of actually winning all that is like zero to none, but hey a girl can dream, right? Gosh, just the thought of it. I feel like fainting wehhh.

10 arcs is like wow. I mean I would be glad just getting one book. but this is 10, and its arcs, no less!


Oh boy, here I go again. Lusting over this and get my heartbroken on April 8th when I realize I lost the contest.


THE THINGS THEY DO TO ME.

p/s; arcs is an acronym for Advance Reading Copies.

I knowwwwwww, swooooooooon.

Sebab Dia Spesel sikit, ye ke?

Okay lah. Sebab Adlin sucks tulis dekat blog dia yang Jundullah nak mengangkat langkah, memulakan perjalanan yang baru di syurga ilmu nun jauh di sana terasa macam ada getar dalam hati sebab dulu rapat dengan dia. So dengan azam yang menggunung mengalahkan Mount Everest, niat dalam hati diutamakan.


Mula mula, Adlin? Kita tak ingat pun pasal kita tanya Choral Speaking tu? (garu kepala tanda kekeliruan). Tapi hari bersejarah itu terpahat di dalam memori, umpama kaset lama yang ditekan main dan mula menayang di depan mata. Haha, Jun memang suka tampar orang. Tapi dia takut dengan kita, kan Jun? (Padahal dah tahu Jun tak pernah baca belok ni) Tak ingatlah macam mana boleh rapat dengan Jun ni. Rasanya pada tahun 2004. Cikgu susun tempat duduk kitorang, dia risau nanti semua bising. Al-maklumlah budak kecik kan? Cakap dengan kawan macam jauh sebenua. Masa tu, cikgu suruh duduk sebelah Asyikin. Memang haritu jugak kena ejek mati mati dengan Deeba. Sebab Asyikin ni pendiam orangnya, kita pulak cakap macam peluru pistol Mafia. Tak henti henti keluar bunyinya. Ntah apa ke halnya, Cikgu Halijah suruh tukar tempat lagi. (Cikgu memang, sajaaa. Nasib baik dia tolong kita pandai Math.) Kali ni, kena duduk sebelah Jun. Time tu, dah ketawa berdekah dekah sebab nama dia Jun. Ironinya, kita dilahirkan pada tarikh 1 haribulan Jun. Tak kenal pun si Jun tu.


Bila dapat kenal Jun, memang menyeronokkan betul lah.

Dalam sepanjang dua tahun nasib malang kena duduk sebelah dia,

Dia selalu dengar gossip kita.
Dia selalu kemaskan locker kita.
Dia selalu suruh kita pass surat dekat girlfriend dia.
Dia selalu buat homework Math kita.
Dia selalu buat kita bengang dengan lawak bodoh dia.

Orang cakap dia panas baran, tapi sepanjang kita kawan dengan dia. Dia tak pernah tinggikan suara pun. Dia lah orang paling sabar yang sanggup dengar cerita kita yang berjela lagi panjang dari rekod dunia lagu paling panjang Digg-Longplayer. Boleh ingat lagi muka Jun mengangguk-angguk dengar cerita kita.

Best of Luck!


p/s; Ye Fatin. Kita nak buat pasal awak lah lepas ni :D

Sunday, March 15, 2009

This is tailor-made. What's the sense in waiting?

She said "I've gotta be honest,
You're wasting your time if you're fishing round here."
And I said "you must be mistaken,
I'm not fooling, this feeling is real."
She said "you gotta be crazy,
What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?"
"You've got wits, you've got looks,
You've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong."


-As Lovers Go

I am aware of my incapability of multi-tasking. Or in this case, multi-blogging. From the looks of it, it seems like I can never fulfill my resolution, but then again when have I ever did?


SO holidays have finally come to aid. Thank you, just when I needed you most. Oh who am I kidding? I always need holidays. Homeworks are pilling up. No thanks to you. GAAAAAAAAAAWD, I need to get a life. I also need to set my sight on Farah Adiba bt. Jahari ( seingat kita lah nama dia macam itu). Gosh, I miss that woh-maaaaan! I should be glad that she still calls me once a week. She's a keeper. She really is.


Its always holidays that's the most stressful, truly. You want to do everything, EVERYTHING!
Which means, waking up early. What an agony! I can't be smiling all the time this week because while others can relax, Ihave to catch up with my studies. Yeah right, like thats ever going to happen. Muahahhahaha.

If there is one thing I'm looking forward for this holiday, its -unless you are living under the stone, you have already guess it so why bother telling you?-. Ya know, reading the lit blogs isnt always fun. I mean, yeah its exciting to find out new ones but when you get all perked up about buying it, and suddenly realise that you are living in the other side of the world - where books which was released 2 years ago is on the new releases shelf, - It's devastating. It, literally breaks your heart. Sigh. The things they do to you. Passion is hard to believe in especially when the whole world is against you.


Keep having faith because faith's the only one who will believe in you, always.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

I Love You But I've Choosen Darkness

I was true as the sky is blue
I couldn't soon say the same for you
So now I find denial in my eyes
I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind

Cause I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were

It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were


-- Kate Voegele

Celebrity Updates Tadaaaaaaa!

It is no shocking news to learn that I am always interested in celebrities.

This is the all-time top three list for celebrity couples (girlfriend and boyfriend, not wife and husband) break up which I've mourned over.

1. Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams



2. Michael Buble and Emily Blunt



3. Mark Ronson and Daisy Lowe



TEARS!

On a much happier note,

the cast of the Gossip Girl spin-off titled simply Lily is out!

Brittany Snow, Krysten Ritter and Andrew Mccarthy are among those who have agreed on filming this show.

Andrew McCarthy won me over as Blaine in Pretty in Pink